It was about 3 months before school ends and my mom decided I was going to be homeschooled. I was devastated. I was going to loose all my freinds and most importantly Isaiah. We weren't able to talk outside of school because he didnt have a phone yet. I had one week to do any thing I needed to at school. I had one more chance. I was scared so I waited untill Wednesday to do it. I had a plan I was going to kiss him.
It came to the perfect time to do it. We were sitting in class and the lights were off because we were watching a movie. We were sitting against the brown cabinets in the classroom next to eachother, baisicly shoulder to shoulder. I laid my head on his shoulder like I always did, while we watched the movie.
I sat up for a minute and stared at him.
^This is the moment I have been waiting for.^
But no I chickened out. I was unable to do it because of what happend last time i was too scared.
"Theres somthing I've been wanting to do Isaiah.."
>"what is it??"
"Well I cant do it because I'm scared you'll be mad, and I dont want to loose you."
>" just do it, I wont be mad."
This gave me a little bit of courage but I still wasnt able to do it. Instead I thought of maybe going with an easier approach to the situation.
"Do you know how long I've loved you?"
>*he looks over at his freind*
<*his friend give me the "just do it." Look*
At this point Isaiah knew what I was planning to do (thanks to his freind)
>" you can do it if you want I wont be mad"
I looked over and realized he was laughing with his freind. This made me cry. He wants taking any of it seriously and I've put so much effort and time into making him happy. He filled my void, but at this exact moment I felt him slipping away.
This cant happen again.
I look at him with tears running down my face.
"Isaiah you do this eveytime."
*he stops laughing and turns to me*
>"I'm sorry Leah."
"I've liked you since we've met and you know it and you've ignored it all this time if you dont like me just say it I'm tired of waiting."
We sat in silence for a little bit. I wasnt in his head but I could tell by the look on his face that I was really hurt.
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Dont Keep Me Waiting.
Romance(cover picture not mine) This is a story about somthing that really happend to me this year ( some parts are made up to make it more interesting) and it made me realize that I just need to let go tbh. a good way to describe it would be "chasing afte...
