Recently Devon has been getting hate mail and receiving death threats for making his relationship with Jake public and he's been too afraid to tell Jake so he writes it all down in his diary...
Trigger Warning: Self harm
•┈┈┈•┈┈┈•┈┈┈•
Devon's Pov:
Dear Diary,
It happened again, I was too weak to tell Jake about what's been going on and now I've relapsed and cut myself again. I know I told myself I'd stop cutting but I couldn't help it... it all just got a little too much for me to handle. He's probably gonna think I'm a pussy for doing such a stupid thing purposely. I just wish I could be normal like everyone else...
,Xoxo Devon.
I close my diary and grab a towel to take a shower and let off some steam.
!! Trigger Warning !!
I set the temperature to it's hottest, grab my blade and started making long scarlet red lines all over my thighs while burning under the excruciating hot water. I wish this feeling could just last forever...
Third Person Pov:
Meanwhile Jake snuck out of his house and headed to Devon's. He climbed through the window as Devon always leff it unlocked for him. He jumped right in and sat down on his bed.
As he sat down he felt something under the blanket. A book, more specifically a...
Diary.
And not just anyone's diary, it was his boyfriend's. He recognised it because he bought it for him on his birthday expecting him to practice his poetry and write down poems and whatnot.
Jake opens up the diary expecting to see poems but instead he is greeted by goreish drawings, doodles and sad vent entries but one specific page catches his eye as it's date reads that it's been written today.
He reads it...
Jake's Pov:
Wtf-
"Devon has been c-cutting himself?", I mumbles to myself worriedly.
Just as I finish the entry, the bedroom door opens and I look up to see my beautiful boyfriend, my baby standing in the doorway with a terrified look on his face.
"B-baby w-what is all this..?", I stare at him with a concerned and petrified look on my face lifting up the book.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
I never expected this from him, he was always so happy when I saw him and he was always smiling. W-why didn't he tell me that he's been feeling this way..?
"J-jake I-I swear I can explain, it's n-not what you think r-really..", he tries to reassure me while on the verge of tears but after what I just read, I don't know if I should even believe him anymore.
"Devon calm down, I'm not mad at you... I just wanna know why didn't you t-tell me, babyboy?", I say taking his fragile body into my arms as he breaks down crying.
"I-I-I thought y-you were gonna h-hate me if I e-ever told you and I just c-couldn't risk l-losing you..", he says in between sobs.
"It's okay baby, I'm here and I'll never hate over something like this. I love you Devon and nothing will change that, okay ? But for us to be able to communicate with eachother, you have to tell me these things and let me know if you're not feeling okay, darling. I hate seeing you hurt like this without me knowing.", I reassure him while clinging on him like my life depends on it.
"S-so you'll never leave m-me..?", he asks wiping away the tears falling from his eyes. . . . "Never my love, I will never ever leave my baby, I promise. I love you Devon Evans ." . . " I Iove you even more, Jake Wheeler ." . . (Vote, share and commenttt :))) )
