I feel the need to be perfect........would everyone like me if i was them would my family like me better i feel i'd be better or do i just not matter to anyone? That's what i feel i've been told.
i feel i need to be..
skinny
healthy
eat less
be like everyone else
be better
be good
be someone my family likes
Fit
BE PERFECT
The only thing i want to be is perfect, do i need help? what is help at this point? Nobody likes me now, would they like me if i changed if i WAS like them? everyone judges me now but if i changed would that stop? no one likes me. i don't really wanna be here anymore :) but i gotta be. But what if HE finds me what if he gets me.......What if it happens again? i don't want that, That hurt the first time i don't want it again.......Not that again
YOU ARE READING
My Vent Book/Diary
Poetryyou don't like oh well this is my book to get things off my chest since i have no one else to talk to
