(MB y'all so we have to skip that date because of everything and I don't have to motivation.. so we're gonna bring it up to this summer when aau came BACK. (Also I'm changing my writing a lot!))
Carmen Borges
This past week Ive felt like Nelson distancing from me I get it he's popular, booked, and busy. But it's weird, he's ignoring me staying on his phone ALL of the time being rude and sarcastic. Cams tooken notice too! When he talks to Nelson about it he says "Were fine." When no! Everything is not fine first of all I've been freaking out because of this I'm distancing Myself from my team and dad, plus Cam! It's bad for my mental.
My phone went off an hour ago with a notification from Instagram a post from a girl named Sophie Colladéra, when I clicked that post my heart was fractured, destroyed even. Her and Nelson in his bed kissing?!? That's when I shut my phone off I had been crying since, my phone has been blowing up as that post aired.
As I walked around my room pacing as I kept declining calls.
27 missed calls from Niles🌀, 58 missed calls from Cammy🧪, 108 texts from Cammy🧪.
I felt the hot tears coming down my face, my chest tightening, my lungs screaming for air, my brain banging against it's walls. I collapsed onto the floor, I pulled myself to my bedside table rummaging thru my drawers for one cart, one blunt to ease my mind. As I saw one cart I immediately grabbed it and hit it
I turned my TV on and started blasting Asap Rocky "I smoked away my brain" as I kept hitting the cart I heard someone walking up the stairs well more like stomping. I just sat on the floor repeatedly hitting the cart, I stared at the ceiling and sat waiting for whoever to come in.
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As my doorknob twisted Cam stormed in
"Carmen!- Nononono! Fuck! Here it's okay!-" he said as he kneeled down checking me for anything since he knew I've cut myself before cause my dad let him know a while ago, he quickly
Checked my eyes seeing I was high, he went to grab my cart I quickly balled up not letting him have it
"Cmon Carmen just hand to to me, please." He asked looking desperate. I couldn't be mean to Cam he was the big brother I didn't have I decided to hand it to him, he quickly pulled me into a hug "Thank you baby girl, it wasn't that hard okay?" He said and I just nodded. Next I crash into his arms sobbing, I held on to him as tight as I could "shh it's okay chiki (a nickname Cam gave her when they first met) everything's gonna be fine for now okay? He said rubbing my back i just nodded in response.
{3 hours later}
No set pov!!
Cam had been monitoring me even tho I was asleep, he was still worried he knew I would be depressed for a little while but for now he would watch me. As I tossed and turned music still playing but not as loud, Cam sat there in frustration and worry how could he let this happen!?!
Hey y'all I'm back😋😋 MAN THEY RUINED MY ESSENTIALS HOODIE AND SHIT.. That's besides the point I'm back!! There's a lil backstory but please don't be mad at me pookiess
ARI OUT BITCHESSSSSS
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Oh My Good Looking Boy- Nelson Nuemann X Fem!Oc
Fanfiction..... As the girl wrote her last letter to the ones she'd loved, her breath hitched as she wrote his name one final time. As she decided to text him one last time; "Nelly I love you." As she knew it was time as her right hand grabbed the blade she...
