loving her is this hard( who will win her heart?)

confession(M)

Chaeyoung POV
i still cant Believe what happen,i went to look for the girl but i couldn't see her anywhere,So i iust went to our bedroom seeing the girl i was looking for sleeping on the bed i was about to close the door when someone block it.i turned to see who it was and saw lisa.i looked at here confused

"chaeng"lisa said,but before i could reply back she said "why are you distancing yourself from me dont you love me?"she ask as if she was about to cry i cupped her cheeks and smile at her

"no lisa i do love you as my bestfriend ofcourse i just have gotten busy"i said to my bestfriend

i got startled when lisa pushed me on the wall "yah lisa what are y-"lisa then kiss my lips to shut me down,my eyes then widen.she travel her arms everywhere around my body,after kissing me lisa went down to my neck and sucked it "l-lisa w-why are you" i said almost out of breath i didnt know why lisa is doing this and for the fact that jennie kissed me earlier and this?
lisa then stops for a second

"dont ask questions"lisa said,

"your drunk lisa so stop"i Said

"look chaeng i like you okay,is it really that hard for you to love me back?it hurts me when you distance yourself from me.....i have been loving you silently even if it hurts me are you really this hard to love?chaeng i just love you so much"i was speachless at what my bestfriend said she likes me i dont know what to do anymore i need to process everything that has happened,so i left lisa there and went outside to get some fresh air

"first jennie kissed me now lisa too?she even freakin confess,oh god i dont know what to do"i said to myself as i sat in the bench

"hey do you mind if i sit with you?" someone said i didnt bother to look at the person and nodded "you seem to be lost on your thought" the stranger ask,i looked at the stranger and she seem suspicious wearing so many clothes in midnight

"uh may i ask why are you wearing so many clothes"i said confused

"oh its nothing dont worry about it" the stranger said,after a few seconds im begging to realize who it was

"eunwoo?"i coudnt believe my eyes the actor eunwoo is right beside me

"hi" he laughed "i cant believe you recognize me despite having so much clothes to cover me up" he giggled

"what are you doing here?and can i have your autograph"i said all of my thoughts on what happen earlier suddenly left

"im just walking by what about you?its dangerous for you to be here in this hour"he said

as i remember why i was here my smile then suddenly dissapeared "i just want to get some fresh air"i said trying to smile

he nodded "why dont you try to audition yg is having an audition for a kpop group" the boy said i was so confused why he said that

"what?why im not cut out for that kind of thing" i said defending myself

"nah i know you'd fit,just find a group because yg is looking for some group" the boy said

"ill think about it even if i know its only a dream,you should go because i dont want you to get any dating rumor with some strange person oh and about that autograph"i said while looking at the boy,i wont lie hes so handsome and kind

"yeah your right yeah i can give you that autograph where do you want me to sign?"the boy said and i pointed on my phone case he then signed it but before he left he said

"can i have your number,i really wanna be good friends with you"he said i was a bit hesitant at first but i gave it to him we then bid goodbyes and he left

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it was now 6am in the morning and yes i didnt go home to jennie's house,so i decided i should go and finish the project as fast as we can,but i cant seem to get that kpop thing on out of my mind

"chaeng where have you been"lisa said

"i took a woke before you all could wake up" i lied "and can you pls call jennie and jisoo i have to tell them something" lisa nodded and went upstairs to call jennie

we are now all at the living room "so?anyone wanna be a kpop idol thing?someone told me that yg is looking for girls and we could be perfect even if we dont get along right?"i said

"if jisoo is comming then i am"jennie coldly said

"well im comming what about you lisa?"jisoo said

"im comming to"lisa replied

"okay so lets go later?"i said they all just nodded

wow lisa and jennie is acting like nothing happend yesterday

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the audition was insane i didnt thought that many people would audtion

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after 2 days we got the audition the four of us so i guess this is the start of our kpop thing?we then went to practice for our debut

"i did not expect all of this"i said as i look at my friends or group members as we can say

"me to chaeng"lisa said jisoo just looked at jennie

"we all did not expect this"jisoo said

"i guess this is our new journey"lisa and jisoo both said

"goodluck everyone and work hard"i said

wow all of this i did not expect i mean we all did..there is only one problem which is jennie,she is mean to me and mostly everyone,i just hope when we debut shell be kind to me and lisa and to the future fans

hmm i dont really know how it got to this but yeah i guess it works lol