Lost and Found

A Bad Feeling

Dazai's Pov

It was 9am. This morning, I had woken up with a bad feeling. I didn't really have a clue of why I had a bad feeling. But one thing I was sure about, my bad feelings always came out true.

I got out of my bed, brushed my teeth, put on my clothes and rushed to the ADA as the feeling in my chest started to intensify. I quickly put on my usual goofy, unserious persona  as I entered the room and shouted: "Good morning everybody!" with a wide fake smile, though they would never know it was fake. I knew they always stared at me when I shouted, but there was something else in their glances, something... Sad.

"Dazai..." Kunikida started, "Listen-" he stoped, he seemed to be looking for someone's acknowledgement. "We- We did a vote to choose someone who'd leave for the Port Mafia." I don't like the way this is turning out, everyone's looking down... Though,I still managed to keep that happy attitude by saying "And?" with a cheerful voice.

He didn't answer looking down, I looked around desperate to see someone saying "It's me..." but in exchange I saw an Atsushi bowing down saying "I'm sorry!", I knew this bad feeling couldn't announce anything good.

"I-it's because everyone has a job, but... You... Ranpo is already a genius so we- We thought." Please stop, I'm begging you, I understand, stop.

"Atsushi, I think he understood, let him think." Kunikida said as I hoped someone would stop Atsushi from talking any more.

I quickly put back my happy persona and said with a big warm fake smile "It's okay, I understand." When I said that, I could see everyone's relieved faces and the tension in the room slowly dissipating.

''Dazai...'' as Ranpo said that, I could feel another bad feeling rising in my chest.

''We did a test for... A new member of the Armed Detective Agency, and he... He passed.''

So this was the bad feeling! A new member? They're already replacing me... I was still in my thought when Ranpo brought me back to earth.

''Dazai! Are you okay?'' I quickly thought about a logical answer, and said chuckling a bit while acting embarassed ''Oh! Sorry, I was just trying to guess who it is and I lost my concentration... So! Tell me! Who is it?''

Ranpo seemed excited as he told me who the new member was. Edgar Allen Poe. I could feel my heart sink and hear buzzing sounds in my ears as I smiled acting happy for them. I mean, it was quite logic that they chose him, after all he did practically outsmart Ranpo, and he helped us deliver Mr.Fukuzawa too. I guess I was that easy to replace after all. I'm sure he'll make tons of memories...in my place.

I quickly ran out of the room after wishing them good luck, making sure they didn't see the tears that started flowing from my eyes. Wait, tears? I guess I got attached after all...

I was wiping my tears, walking to "My Appartement" when I saw all my stuff outside. Clothes, whiskey bottles, shoes... Everything.I see, they already got over it. After all it wasn't "My Appartement" anymore but Poe's. Meaning... I was homeless.

But... That was probably the least of my problems right now... Because my n°1 problem, was none other than Chuuya Nakahara. I didn't want to face him. At least not yet. Not like that.

So, as always, when feeling down. I went to the only place where I felt at home. I stopped in front of the bar indicating "Lupin" and then entered it.

Note: This is my first fanfic, hope it's good! XD  (if you have any ideas for the rest please reach out to me :D)