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06

Taehyung-

In the end, I suppose I was just a waste of time to her. I feel bad since I have never felt like I was dating someone who is already married. What the fuck I did to be played like this? Not only dating
I fucking kissed her. I kissed a woman who is already married to another person. What am I  supposed to do now?

Tears are constantly flowing from my eyes, unable to stop.

Was it essential for her to make me feel trashy? I should have suspected her based on her movements. But fuck me, when did I became so blind while loving her? I can't deny but I still love her cause these few months weren't joke to me but to her. I want to go back to the time when I was not dating anyone and was content with my life alone. I really do not want to be played again. All I did was thinking she is the one.

I want to forget the times when I loved her and she claimed to love me back.

I hope Mr. Jeon never finds out about it. He treated me so well, and I do not want him to be embarrassed by me. I am going to leave things as they are. Until Soohin speaks the truth for herself.

While weeping, I do not recall falling asleep on my couch. I pick my phone to check the time, but a message from Soohin came up

"Can we talk after work, today?"

I left the massage on seen as I have nothing to talk about anything with her.

I prepared myself and went to work. I think I need to eat something hefty. I ate breakfast yesterday; if Mr. Jeon had not gotten me to eat something, I would have gone hungry for two days.

I left the workplace to get some food, but I ran into someone I know.

"Are you alright, Taehyung? I apologize; I did not intend to."

Mr. Choi Woobin, the manager of Building A. There is no one here who does not adore him. He is a humble and compassionate individual. And, most importantly, he is gorgeous, so attractive that practically everyone wants to date him.

"Yes, I'm alright don't worry sir."

"How many times have I told you not to be formal with me? Wait, why do you seem so pale?"

"It is nothing, sir, I mean Mr. Choi. I am doing good. Do not be worried about me. I am just exhausted."

"Take the day off if you are exhausted. I will speak with Sir."

"No, it is just fine, sir."

"Alright, I will not push you. But if you feel like talking, I am all ears. - Saying this, he smiles at me.

"Are you available this evening, Mr. Choi?" - Out of nowhere, I felt the impulse to say something; perhaps sharing things with him would help to release some of my tension.

"Yes, I am. Why?" - he seems curious

"I was wondering if we can grab some beer together"

"Sounds wonderful; count me in. "See you in the evening." - He waves goodbye to me before leaving.

I do not want to hold things within anymore; letting them out could be beneficial. I hope I do not have to see Soohin before leaving.

I left the café after eating some waffles and coffee. Luckily, I am no longer hungry. I should do the remaining tasks before evening. I return to the building.

I sigh. Finally, it is complete. I am still sitting in my chair when I observe Mr. Choi and Soohin chatting to each other. I close my laptop and slowly exit the office, hoping they do not spot me. What should I do now?
Should I just leave or stay and wait for him? It would be exceedingly disrespectful if I ditched him after initially asking him out.