Can you (truly) love me ?

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by Lauxxx3

by Lauxxx3

Yoko pov

We are celebrating the final episode with the staff including figurants. Marissa left me to go dance with Folk. They're all enjoying the music. I also having fun in my own way ,standing at a corner with my drink in hand I listen P'Wan and P'Ice share stories with the crew including Faye.

After a few hour i go away from the crowd so i can take a break time . I took some fresh air enjoying the view and the weather less heavier at night. I rememoring all these moments with wanwan, Marissa, Ize and mostly beside the one i have a crush on. A tear escape from my eye."Can i join ?" Asked Faye who already is behind me.

"Hm" i nodded while swipping my tear.

Faye grab me by the back armes cercling my waist and placed her chin on my head. Her action make me smile, the position were comforting the other too .

The silence was cut "It's okay Jimmy, i'm here " .

I cried even more by the surname. "the show is almost done and we won't spend as much time as we did "

She touched my cheek then softly swipped my tears and so did i for her. Still looking at each other .
"You know there are interviews already set . We're not done yet " She get a point .

Then continue "Ar-nueng and Anueng have their happy end" i smiled at her statement. She is the first person i give a genuine smile today . I felt so stressed that i put a neutral face on.
She add with an humor ton :
"Please tell me what they are saying in your little head "

I sight "They have happy ending , while Faye and Yoko Will be apart. " .
She frown waiting for more specifics details .
Do you think you can love me as Yoko and Not ANueng ?"
More confused than before, i flood all my worries .
"I know how you love when i say <Nueng-ya>, Your smile is so genuine when theses times comes .It seem like you really love Anueng" Shoked by what i said she open and close her lips . She look hesitant, her eyes were focused on her hands. I've never seen a Faye so shy.

" it's because of the voice you used . It's cute , aren't you aware of your cuteness level ? And your eyes soften while you smile. This explain the "why" i can't hold my smile. Anyway." She look everywhere but me . My heart melt by the sweetness in her voice. I suddenly feel relieved by her confession and also regret it because of my doubt of her love. She always take care of me even if she still look at me like a cute puppy, she loves me. Not love i i want it's enough. For now.

going further in my head she cut all the intern conversation .

" You are different from Anueng and at the same time you have some similarities, like the fact that you are caring with enyone in this room, you are also talented and somehow it's almost intimidating and like Anueng you are open mind and honest , so honest like really." I laught at this one as she emphasis on the last fact . And honestly people already said i have a big mouth .

" You analyse the environment but in a way no one do, you are more reserved and easyly lost compared to Anueng who can manage to find Ar-nueng place ."

" Okay i note, i'm desoriented but i though it wasn't that obvious." She laught at my sentence.

"You also have Anueng's imagination. Cute. You, Yoko Apasra are the one who are the more cute."

My heart skipped a bit. New side of Faye unlocked. She never trully said all those things before, she usually more into jokes and hug but not into confession when we are alone.

Maybe she can truly loves me . Okay now i sound like Anueng