Faye and Yoko OS

nonsense little sister

pov Yoko

After my cover records, i left the studio. It's 6 pm the time flew so fast when work fills the day. I hope Marissa is not waiting to long at the teashop. It's been a while since we last talk apart workshop. And to add there is a lack of time which because of the shedule, particulary since Marissa and Ice go promoting BLANK.

I'm going to the teashop reach the table where Marissa is seating .At this hour there no one mostly on sunday. And guess what? We are sunday . Anyways, we do our best to not be regognised, i even wear the sunglasses that Faye gave me temporary, her blue one exactly.

The day passed beautifully with a lot of laugh and jokes for atmosphere. I missed that, The bond Rissa and I have since the beginning of our friendship. I even spat all my tea because of a prononciation Marissa couldn't reached well enough to be understood. During the sharing moment we are suddently surprised by a flash , at that Nong and I decide to pay the bill and leave the place.

"Do you think they took a picture of us?" Marissa ask already worried, then i chose to calm her down refusing to go apart of each other with bad feeling .I take her hands and look straight at her ."I hope no but there also a chance that it can be a picture of the place they took as it's a new teashop maybe it's for their account."

Even though we were installed at a hidden place on the corner especially for not being seen by paparazzi. I really hope no picture of us will be published on media. By the night becoming slightly shades darker, we waves goodbye. I go take the bus contrary to Marissa who is not living far. When i got the bus, i receive a message from Faye. I smiled because she is just as her character. Such a protector soul. I expected a message asking if i'm at home already because of the hour. She already knows I spend the evening with little Nong.

Fafaye: We need to talk. 7:50 pm

i frown by the message no having clue of her behaviour. She might want share something serious, it's been a while she looks tired after all.

Yoko: We need 2 talk+ NO SMILEY ?7:50 pm

Yoko: Break up with me? X( 7:51pm

She let me on seen. Ok i'm worried but i keep in mind she is the one who need to talk so i will listen to her. Finally my stop, i get off the bus to home.

While I was about to send a message i reached my street and see Faye waiting for me sitting on the porch. She seems off. What happend ?

I go towards her, she has blank eyes, which, make harder to figure out what make her be in in this state, drunk.How did she manage to go in my house. The answer is not something i can stand for now. I do the only thing i have in mind .I seat by her side and circled on her shoulders with my arm, let her cry out all the pain she had held. A few minutes passed. She withdraws from my embrace wiping her tears, then takes a long breath to ask the more clearly as she could:

"Why ?" she stand her glare at me with puffy eyes. I can't, i need to hug her again she look miserable and i still don't kow why. I take one of her hands and open the gate door, so we can both be inside. She still look broken

"what do you mean, why" i asked softly trying to not show my rising concern .

She gave me her phone .The Magazine 9STV updated an article "Marissa and Yoko on a date " as title on it. Below, couple capture of me and Marissa :

The top one show the moment when Marissa wipes a chocolate on my cheek and we both smiled. Though she was making fun of me because according to her i cant act like i'm rich and still don't eat properly. The second is when we held hands at table while laughing. Like we always do. And the last one is when we said goodbye she flew a kiss to imitates one scene realised on BLANK.

"Is it disturbing you i go without you at the teashop ?" I try to joke Bad timing. I collect my self

"This is the first time i get rumor i truly don't know how to react. It's new to me." she still not talk

"Please talk to me"

"Why don't you understand " Faye ask with her trembling voice. I can't stand her sadness i need to do something.

Then again i prepared to wipe her tears, but she didn't let me do it. Faye looks straight at me . Her glare who used to be full of tender was broken.

"Please explain me"

"The other day you asked me if i really liked you or it's just fanservice who confused me."

I nodded let her continue "Even if it was hard to accept that your crush doubt of your love for them, I stopped playing around girls. I tease you day after day. During rehearsal and cover session I kept looking after you. Everyday I bring your favorite drink. And I admit I pill shrimps for you even if i don't know why pill them when they're grilled. She sight sounded even more exhausting.

"Why do you not care ? Why are you pushing my feelings?"She ask with shaking voice."You are definitly not ANueng you are AR-Nueng."

"Even though my heart aren't yet, I'm done with you ." She was about to leave until my arms locked her by her waist. I can't let her go i regret how oblivious i am to make her cry. I should've get those signals who were there for long time. I can't let her go after realising i'm the reason my Miss Thailand is tired for 2 weeks. She must have wondering if i feel for her is also love all this time. I'm so confusing when i'm with her. WHY?

"I don't know what you think but i'm so into you. I'm so into you believe me. And I see your efforts it's why i asked Marissa for advice ." i grip her waist tighter "I see how you show your love for me and i want to show mine too. I needed advice to tell my crush how i feel without acting fool or shy or weird . And i stil don't know how" .

I take a breath " So i'm not fond into word or into gesture, but let me start by the most cheesy. When i'm with you i'm so clingy that i don't recognise myself. I want to smell you because god your scent is so paradise and that not even an adjective" i sigh then continue "what you make me do Faye? I want to hold your hands and bite them.I want to kiss all your face. I want to learn how to paint so i can portray you and i want you to kiss me because i think what spill out my lips are nonsense. But before that please explain me how you do that" i grab her hand to the side where heart beat anormally .

"I will let you hear my heart for an axceptable answear" By that Faye smiled still having her hands against my breast .

"I don't know if it's normal but it's like my heart beats two times per second when you are near me" i confessed while feeling tears on verge of flooding .She must understood as her arms cercled my waist to confort me.

"Faye Malisorn, are you sure of my feelings for you now ?" She laugh "I dunno you must be careful it maybe because of the fanservice you say that"

She then continue " I was hopeless because of how lost you were about my interest for you. and at the same time i couldn't escape from you, you're my sun. i couldn't let down so easily It's unbelievable how much you count for me and i was scared". Still with a croaked voice but this time Fai's eyes drooming .She loves me and I love her

"So not jealous for the article?"

"No.I know she is your friend i know she's like your younger sister. But with my nonsense it reminded me that's what i kept tell myself over and over <Just a little sister>. Until i drawn completly for your eyes .

"P' Faye?" She keeps smiling at me. God my love has the most beatiful smile ; But before being exclusive i do the main task i had to do from the beginning.I served her a glass of water " please drink water, we confess our love but i'm scared tomorrow you won't remember.

"Oh Jimmy, I'm tipsy and if drunk it's by love."

She loves me and I love her . I need to believe and she needs to remember.