Update on life

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Sorry in my last post I was fairly short at times you just don't know how to express yourself and get your vibes across but I think I've had time to process so here we go. With my job I've been heavy lifting many hours as of late and saving as much as possible. I've been out fishing and taking in this amazing weather we're having and other than that been riding the bike until my rear break said NADA so now that's gotta be fixed. I've been chilling with friends and taking to new people which as of late seems to be always lol. Outside of that everything has been going relatively good and I just kind of feel like writing from the heart about someone who I've known close to a year now and as of recent gotten heavy in conversation with. She's so amazing and so caring and crazy enough we like all the same things and it's also why I'm typing so late because we have quite literally been keeping each other up just about every night but it's worth it. I'm not sure if she'll ever see this but here we go:

From dawn till dusk,
With ash and dust,
A waste land far and few between,
It amazes me how to me you became seen,
You cherish every part of me,
You love everything about me,
You don't hate anything of me,
When you look at me, I am all you see,
My whole life I have expected,
To find someone and this intersected,
Moment of clarity,
With all your hearts filled charity,
You don't allow me to call myself stupid,
When I joke of such of the intrepid,
You laugh and me and my jokes,
In your calm waters I wish to soak,
Spending time if your effortless smile,
In days like today I could dive the miles,
Though parts of me I had learned to hate,
You broke them down and new you make,
You embrace all sides I have to offer,
Even if I feel it's fotter,
How someone like you had avoided my sight,
Well tonight I wish I might,
Dear lord keep her in my light,
You accept me and don't shrug off my interest,
And my anxieties you make vanish into mist,
Thank you for the joy and pleasure,
That I wish you be in my life forever,
You are my new circles and stars I wish to see,
For unlocking and bring back the real me,
Well you have the key,
After all this time that I had never know,
What it was like to be myself on my own,
You were a surprise in my eyes,
You have colored my life with all your dyes,
You bring back the warmth I once felt,
I shall where your care for me on my hearts belt,
Forever and ever till my time here ends,
I'll never forget in what a short time you had attend,
Everything broken of me left after gaining true love for myself,
Years of damage all reversed like it was nothing.

It's hard to keep the rhyme going but she knows who she is and I thank you. You're texting me even now as I write this and I know you probably won't see this. But thank you for loving everything about me I so longingly had been taught to hate. You make me wanna be me and I want you to be you. You're my partner now so saddle up we got a long road ahead of us because I'm going to treat you just as good as you treat me!

Lovingly and whole heartedly,
K-man, Keg O' Beer, and my real name Kegan.

The one and only and I know finally I need to be me!

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