He stayed quiet not answering my question, or he just didn't hear me.
"I'm sorry Yura." He said hovering over me, removing my hair from my neck and quickly bit my neck making me hitch a breath.
This pain felt different then before, it felt as if it was new when he first bit my neck. I wanted to scream but nothing came out. I held tightly onto the back of Luhan's shirt as tears came strolling down the corner of my eyes.
Everything started blackening like always when he'd bite me. But not this time. I held my eyes wide open holding onto his shirt tighter as he kept sucking on my blood. I could feel my blood traveling it's way down from my neck to my chest.
"Luhan!" I managed to scream squirming my legs underneath him.
Trying my best to remove him off me but no use, I felt like a weak stick that wasn't even trying.
"Luhan please!" I kept begging but
Just blood.
After a few more seconds he slowly removed his teeth from my neck taking a breath of air. He moved away from me slowly shocked from what he had done.
I stood there lifeless surprised myself that I stood awake through out his whole blood sucking adventure.Yet, horrified that I myself thought I could trust this monster
"Yura-"
"Tell me Luhan." I cut him off.
I was done him. His stupid mind. And mine, not even being able to spill out the questions I needed to be answered. He looked at me deeply with those flourished brown eyes of his.
"Who are you huh?" I asked balling my fists.
"Who am I to you?" I started to raise my voice.
"What was going through your head that night to make you think it was me?"
"Why is it that you and Chen seem to have a connection between this shit?!"
"Why is it me that you wanted?!"
"WAE?! HUH?! WAE!" I screamed tears blurring my vision.
He stood up carrying me in his arms bridal style walking towards the couch.
I couldn't say a word knowing he wasn't going to answer my questions like he always does. But I looked at him, at that sad face of his knowing he couldn't bare it no more.
I can't trust it.
He laid me onto the couch gently like he did the last time but this time caressed my bite mark he made and looked into my eyes.
"I am.."
[TO BE CONTINUED]
