It's been almost two years since Anueng and I parted ways. There’s no day in my life I don’t think about her, and it still hurts that we ended up like this. After what happened to us.
I texted her that i want to meet her at the restaurant to fix everything
“H-ello, Anueng” I didn't know what to say after seeing her.
“H-hi!” She replied. Nothing changed; she’s still the same person that I met a long time ago.
“Have a seat.” I pointed to her chair and smiled.
“How are you?” I asked her
“Well, I'm okay, nothing new ” she smiled bitterly. Our eyes met. Eyes that never lied about what our true feelings are.
“I never stopped loving you. Did you know that? I have a lot of questions for you because you just left and broke up with me and told me to stop loving you” She added.
It’s hard to hold my tears, but I have to.
“ Your words broke me into pieces and it's still hunting me for what I've done to you to hurt me that way. it's so damn hurt here” she shouted while pointing her heart and i tried to hold my tears but I couldn't.
“ I'm sorry, i sorry for hurting you
“Sorry?? Are you sure??” But I guess this is the last time that we will see each other again.” Before she continues she takes a deep breath and holds my hand tighter.
“Thank you for letting me love you. You know you made me so happy that day, the way you touch, the way you kiss. it's kind of real between us.” she said those words while leaving me crying and i hate myself that i couldn't fight her, that all i can do is sorry. but i guess we weren't meant to be.
