i wish i never knew you
i wish i never talked to you
i wish we never smiled at each other
i wish we never texted
i wish you never flirted with me
i wish you never said you loved me
i wish you never lied to me
i wish i never loved you
i wish you weren't my first everything
i wish you never used me
i wish you never cheated
i wish you never left me
i wish so many things but i know I'm just lying to myself
because...
before i knew you i never felt like myself
before i knew you i was alway upset and insecure
everytime we talked or texted i felt happy, loved and safe with you
i hate that i still love you and that I can't hate you for what you did to me...
