Treat you better {Tom Kaulitz}

Id fall anywhere with you, im by your side.

After what feels like an eternity I hear banging on the door.

"Mia open up!" I hear 2 worried voices yelling from the other side.

The only thing is I can't bring myself to stand up, I'm in to much shock. I've been crying for what feels like forever to the point I have worn myself out. The only thing I want to do is sleep, as I slide my back down the cold wall of my bedroom and rest my head down on the freezing tiles, I see the hole I fought so hard to get out of. My blades, under my bed. Cutting used to be a coping mechanism for me 3 years ago, I promised myself I would never do it again but at this point I didn't feel like I had a choice. I reached under my bed and grabbed the old pill bottle that was taped to the top of my bed and took out one of the blades.

Just as I'm about to you know.. the door slams open and two male figures come barging into my room.

"Mia!" Tom screams as he comes running into my room and sliding down the wall so he's next to me.

Bill stands at the door in pure disbelief. His hands are on his head and he goes pale, looking like he's going to throw up. Tom on the other hand holds me and takes the blades out my hand.

"I just wanna feel something Tom!" I say sobbing. "Why did she do this to me, I'm 17 for fucks sakes I didn't want to see that." I cry.

"I know.. I know" he says while running his fingers through my hair.

All the sounds around me go muffled and my vision goes blurry, till all of a sudden I fall asleep cuddled up in Tom.

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My eyes widened when the sun from the window hit them. Where am I? I thought to myself and then all of a sudden it hit me, the experience before I passed out . I'm not in the clothes I fell asleep in, infect I'm in Toms shirt and in my black underwear.

"Rise and shine" a male voice says in the corner of the room.

"What's the time and what the fuck happened" I asked trying to sit up. I felt so nauseous it was also impossible for me not to throw up.

Tom came to sit on the edge of the bed and put his head down before replying.

"Your mum tried to take her own life Mia. You panicked and called me and I got there as soon as possible. I think you were chocking on your own breathe you were in such a mental state. You threw up on your clothes and got some blood on them." He said while moving next to me on the bed while grabbing my thigh for some support.

"Thank you Tom, i appreciate it really." I say while giving him a soft smile with tears in my eyes.

All of a sudden I get a warm feeling in my tounge and I knew what was about to happen. I ran to the guests bathroom and immediately dropped to my knees and started to projectile vomit. Tom also rushed in and sat down on the other side of the toilet while holding my hair back. I couldn't stop. I didn't know why I felt like this, I was throwing up everything I ate in the last week until there was nothing left to throw up.

"You know, if you ever need a place to stay, you can always stay here." He says while giggling at the fact I was throwing up.

"I don't know how Audrey or Georg will feel about that Tom. But I appreciate the offer." I reply back.

I feel to weak to stand up so instead I jus sit against the hard marble wall facing Tom, with my knees into my chest.

"But if it's alright... can I stay here for one night? I don't want to talk to Georg and I don't want Audrey to know about my mum and I also don't wanna go back to that shithole." I say.

"Of course Mia, your always welcome here." He replies back to me with a warm smile.