Our Love

chapter -15 another pov

Tinn's pov

Everything was going fine...we both me and gun were enjoying it we use talk to each other tell each other everything it was just a bliss for me but recently I could feel him ignore me he doesn't reply to my message he isn't talking to me like earlier he use to I don't know what's went wrong or what happened.....these situations made me wonder will gun ever want me ever like me even as a friend am I just another fling or a stranger to him.........who would answer my questions who would know my conflicting feelings.........in the past I was happy......being is fan looking at him at a distance was enough for me now when I met him it was like a ray of hope i never wanted but human desires have no end I looked forward to that ray now wanted more of him.....I wanted him.......being his fan admiring him wasn't enough.......first his agreement for coffee and then dinner they just seems like.....i knew something is forbiddend fruit.....and I don't even need it but when I got a taste of it I wanted it more now I know why it is forbidden..........after my ought to make him mine I tried......but after all his actions should I really just give up?.......is it really worth?.......i am just a doctor how can I dream of a star he is I approachable no matter what my family owns and no matter what my family status is...........when I can get to him through phone I don't know how to contact him.......i don't know how to reach him.........now i really don't know if I should continue or stop.......give a break to myself.

It is after some days of my agony tiw and por met with me and seems like I am really looking awful we sat together and their first question is what happened to me and as they both know everything all gun and drama I told them and they suggested me to check if he is interested I me or not and i want to do rain check on this plan but then I my miserable self can't do anything but hinder my rational thinking and yes we did it.......I have this junior working under me so they clicked my picture together for gun to see.

As I got to know that por has uploaded that picture I was waiting for anything to happen maybe a phone call or a message will be enough......phone call came but of por......he said that he is positive and plan succeeded.....I am happy but I am worried about gun he is busy in his workshops and the filming of his series just started.......did i disturbed him??........i don't my rational mind goes of to pataya on vacation when it comes to gun....... while now I am in my cabin attending patients....my shift is done now I can go back and let my mind be occupied with gun's thoughts.....but then twi barged in he is in panic I asked him what happened I am nervous.....why is he like this??.....and then he somthing and after that I couldn't hear anything......I am all numb my mind is wondering to thousands of different situations......twi shaked me made me come to my senses........and I ran towards gunn's room....yes the person I love the most my dear little cute guy he....he met with an accident he is unconscious......... I reached to por I asked him what happened is only told me that after his conversation with gun he didn't knew where he went.....I am waiting for the doctors operating on him.....to come outside........they came and assured nothing is wrong but if he didn't tackled the car properly he would have serious injurious.......I am relieved but I want to see him touch him I am scared he will go away he will perish.......i won't be able to take it.......I love him so much.........

I am sitting just beside gunn holding his hand waiting for him to wake up..... it's been 3 hours almost midnight........twi and por forced me multiple times to ear something rest a bit but I was reluctant......then finally twi barged and forcefully took me to the canteen to eat something and as soon as I came back gunn is looking at me he is alright in his concious.......I am so happy that I wanted to go and hug him and then never leave him ......... eventually i held his hand and wanted to ask him about everything but my junior came and asked me for something I don't want to go but it's my duty there can be somthing urgent but then gunn was not letting me leave even after i assured him......and then something happened which made me go into a huge shock.......gunn forced me towards him and asked me to be his boyfriend......he...h...he likes me ........I am unable to say anything.....

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