You are my favorite person,
I like you and i can't stop thinking of you
Please take good care of yourself
I can't see it when you're hurt.
I want to let you know how much you mean to me,
You are really special
The most important person to me.
I can only see you and nobody else
My feelings grow stronger everyday ,
I can't explain to you how strong my feelings are..
But i wish i could make you feel them...
Felix showed another letter to seungmin the next day, he then walked alone in the school hallways and slipped the letter into hyunjin's locker once again.
Felix was fast and attentive so he wasn't caught yet, he was confident and satisfied with himself. He ran back to seungmin casually, as if nothing happened.
"You write so well felix.." seungmin spoke being genuine
"Do you think...he realizes it could be you?" Felix asked
"I know..that he feels something for me...but i don't know if he can tell...that those letters are from my side..." seungmin sighed
"They are from...me...though.." felix thought
"I know you made sure to write whatever i could possibly feel for him...you're doing amazing felix, all i need to do now is..spend more time with him...but i don't get that opportunity much" seungmin spoke as he looked around
"How can he tell...hyunjin may like him too?" Felix thought
"Well...you can always...make one..." felix spoke
"It's sunday tomorrow..i just asked him if i could come over and play some games, he refused." seungmin sighed feeling hurt
"....what..." felix spoke in surprise
"Hyunjin and i were supposed to hang out..on Sunday....." felix thought to himself
"I'm just...upset..i know he didn't want to refuse..but i guess his plans are important too.." seungmin sighed
"I am causing a problem...i need to...help seungmin...i can't see him upset...and it's going to be on me anyways. I promised to help seungmin out...he likes hyunjin, i can't just act selfishly and ruin seungmin's chance. I am not writting these letters for nothing." Felix thought to himself
"Felix...did he tell you about his plans for sunday? What is he doing? Is he going somewhere?" Seungmin asked sadly
"No...n..no he didn't tell me...but.. i can ask him.." felix spoke normally
"He might feel sad if i tell him, that hyunjin and i had plans..together." felix thought anxiously
"Thanks felix...it means alot...i really need to know everything you know? So that i can...act and plan my next move accordingly, the letters..are your part, i need to work on my own part too..it's not enough.." seungmin sighed sadly
"I can't hurt seungmin.." felix thought
"I get it seungmin, i can try to convince him... to spend time with you.." felix spoke as seungmin's eyes suddenly lit up
"You are a life saver....i was just about to ask you for help" seungmin smiled happily
"Thankyou for understanding me felix.." seungmin spoke warmly
"Anytime...seungmin.." felix smiled back
Felix had already been feeling weird but now he felt bad for hyunjin and seungmin, felix realized how hyunjin wanted to spend time with him alone, and he also knew that hyunjin wouldn't like it when felix denies to hang out with him. He wanted to help seungmin out, even if it meant to sacrifice his time with hyunjin.
During club hours
"Another letter huh..." minho squeezed his eyes suspiciously
"I wonder if it's a friend maybe?" Hyunjin spoke suddenly which made felix freeze in the middle of dancing
"Shit...what makes him think that...wait...that's not a problem...why am i so anxious...i need to calm down, stop overthinking felix..take it easy..what's wrong with you.." felix thought to himself
"A friend? Hahahhahaahhaha you only have 7 friends hyunjin, and all are guys...it's us!!! It could never be... come on, now i really have a feeling it's someone else...someone who secretly admires you...you know?" Minho laughed
"Someone has a secret crush on you...but it can't be one of your friends...hyunjin, that's so funny hahaha" minho couldn't stop laughing
"Hey, I'm just saying....but yeah...you're right.." hyunjin sighed
"Why are you thinking so much about it..?" minho asked as he tilted his head
"I don't know...i feel paranoid.." hyunjin bit his lip
"What? Why..?" Felix joined in as well
"What if that person is in the dance club as well? You know? Stalking me? Isn't that creepy?" Hyunjin spoke reasonably
"Hyunjin...you're overthinking it, it's just someone who likes you alot...and they will confess to you sooner or later..in person." minho sighed
"Yeah..right.." felix responded
"Or maybe it's a joke...you never know" minho smirked as he sat down
"Am i overreacting felix?" Hyunjin asked suddenly as he looked at felix
"I mean...it's normal hyunjin...just try not to..take it the wrong way, it's...just...someone's...innocent feelings towards you...i think.." felix spoke thoughtfully
"Yeah, i know right..." minho sighed
"Why did you stop dancing? I wanted to examine your steps.." hyunjin asked felix suddenly
"Fuck he noticed.." felix thought
"Ah..sorry..i wanted to tell you something" felix spoke quickly
"What is it?" Hyunjin raised his eyebrow
"I can't hang out with you tomorrow...i need to go out with my sister" felix spoke clenching his jaw
"Oh...that's too bad.." hyunjin sighed in dissapointment
Felix looked away as he felt weird about lying.
"Fine...its ok.." hyunjin spoke as he stood next to felix
"Thank god...he's not so upset.." felix though
"I'm sorry...we can...hang out next time..." felix smiled
"Ok sure." hyunjin spoke as he placed his hand on felix's neck from behind
Later, felix texted seungmin that hyunjin was free this sunday. Seungmin got happy about this and it worked.
Seungmin got to hang out with hyunjin on sunday. And felix was happy for them. But he felt a pit in his stomach. He layed on his bed and couldn't sleep again.
"I'm not jealous...i just don't want seungmin to feel jealous..." felix spoke to himself
"Do i need to...stay away from hyunjin...for it to happen?" felix spoke to himself deeply
"Can i do..it..." felix spoke tiredly as he shut his eyes
"What am i saying...this won't effect our friendship..." felix thought
"I can't act suspiciously..." felix thought
"What if hyunjin doesn't reciprocate seungmin's feelings?" Felix thought to himself as he jumped up
"I can't...think this way...why am i...being like this..just think about seungmin's feelings.." felix frowned
"I can't think selfishly.." felix thought
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