My Trapped Door.
There’s a trapped door,
It’s everywhere,
In everything I do,
a trapped door,
No matter where I go,
It’s shut tight,
Glued almost,
Frozen,
Shut forever,
Locking me in.
Why is it locked?
I locked it myself,
To save me from heartbreak,
To save me from pain,
I locked it myself,
I kept myself hidden,
I gave up my heart too soon,
So it’s locked away,
A keepsake for what once was,
But is no longer.
Where is the key you ask?
Why... I don’t know,
I lost it!
Where is it?!
What is that?
No, go away!
Leave me alone!
I can’t... not again.
Who is this, you ask sweetie?
The one I told you about,
The one I gave my heart to.
You have the key,
But how?
Oh right, that’s true,
Under our tree,
In our secret garden,
I remember now...
Take it and leave me!
Go away,
I can’t take it again.
The brutality I faced,
The coldness I felt,
No, Not again... No,
I’m not crying sweetie,
I’m fine,
He only unlocked the door, like he always could. :’(
