I fucked up and big time at that. I don't know what was going through my head at the time but I had blocked Zia on everything. Instead of facing my problems I avoided it.
It's not like I had a choice. The only thing I want is the best for her and I didn't mean to hit her feelings, seriously she was going through a lot and I didn't know the right way to react.
I mean there was no way we would get together or even be that close but I feel like I should've done something other than blocking her, like maybe addressed the situation that we were just friends and that nothing between us was going on.
I had got up and ran to my sisters room. Even though I hate her to the core of the very she has good advice at times.
"Leena I messed up, big time" I said as I bursted into her room and flopped on her bed.
"What, lady problems?" She said jokingly not knowing she was right.
"Yes and they're so bad leena!" I said urgently.
"Woah,Woah,Woah you're joking right?" She said confused.
Seen I never really had the time to tell her that I was talking to Zia, I guess I should've told her but it slipped my mind.
"I'm dead serious." I say as she looked at my face trying to see if I was lying or not.
"Okay well first when were you going to tell me you had a girlfriend?" She says with confusion.
"Well she NOT my girlfriend but I think I like her?" I say with even more confusion.
"Okay so what's going on then?" She says
"I fucked up, I kept leaving her on read, ghosting her, didn't open her text for days then I said.. we shouldn't talk anymore for her good..." I say with guilt rolling down my face
" Your screwed walker, and sorry to tell you but your stupid as fuck." She said with an expression that I couldn't really figure out.
"Hey! That's rude....but true" I replied
"Listen you have to make it up to her it somehow walker, there's no way you should be treating girls like that and you know that yk better walker." She said, that was the first time I actually heard her say something smart and helpful.
"Your right Leena, I'll try to make it up to her but what if she doesn't want to talk to me anymore, I wouldn't blame her either." I said with a depressed tone to be honest it was embarrassing but I would do anything to make it up to her.
"Then there's nothing you can do about that," great advice leena. "All you have to do is give it your best and pray that she forgives you." She replied back
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