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𝐾𝑜𝑠𝑎 𝑝𝑜𝑣
𝐼 𝑊𝑂𝐾𝐸 𝑈𝑃 𝐼𝑁 𝑇𝐻𝐸 𝐻𝑂𝑆𝑃𝐼𝑇𝐴𝐿 𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑟𝑦𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑓𝑖𝑔𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑑. I don't remember anything at all. I looked over to see Kay? He had tear stains on his face? Did I die? Am I a ghost?
"Kay" I whispered as I watched him shuffle around but didn't wake up. I seen my phone next to me and then took off the case and threw it at him.
" wtf- baby ur up" he said cutting himself off. He then got up and speed walked to me and then healed my face up. " Kay what happened" I say softly as I wiped the tears forming in his eyes.
" baby u passed out t-there was blood everywhere" he said looking at my wrist. " why" he said.
" why what" I said looking away knowing exactly what he's talking about. " why hurt yourself" he said grabbing my face carefully making me look at him.
" you won't get it my love" I said weakly.
Kay was very gentle with the younger girl. He was the first girl to exactly love him. He owed her everything. He made her feel safe. It was something about her for him. She was right He didn't understand she was soft , kind , good with people , and most of all beautiful.
She was so pure. She haven't even lost her virginity. She was the purest he ever had.
" your right baby I don't understand your to pure for this" Kay said. " I couldn't take it my love it's my only relief" I said looking away.
I felt crazy. I felt disgusting. I felt worthless.
" I couldn't take it anymore I wanted everything to go away Kay" I said crying softly.
It broke Kay heart to hear his girlfriend take like this. He could hear the hurt in her. She had been holding it in for so long. 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐔𝐓𝐓𝐉𝐍𝐆 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐒𝐄.
" I tried to hold it in Kay" I said crying harder. I felt Kay hold me. " why baby you should have told me" he said.
" I couldn't tell you. You weren't gonna want me anymore. I tried to stop because I couldn't be a dead friend , daughter , girlfriend" I said mentally breaking.
" oh baby" Kay said softly. He never talked like this to anyone but 𝐇𝐄𝐑.
" I know my amor" he whispered.
My wrist was so bad I had to get stitches. I was so hurt that I didn't realize I feel I cut.
The doctor said if I cut any deeper I wouldn't have a hand....
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