June 5th 2018.
12:43am
Kaitlyn and I are getting ready for a party, Were sitting beside each other makeup products a mess on the table
Were playing music, specifically Telephone by Lady Gaga. Life is good for me at least I think it is everyone tells me I'm not okay or should go to rehab even though I don't need too. Kaitlyn is the only person who gets me. She understands everything about me, She gets why I go to party's so much, She gets why I drink so much, She just gets me.
Amlee! I hear from the distance over loud music.
It could really be anyone
I'm pretty known around here
Out from a group of people is Lukuo walking towards me holding hands with Billie and Max
You ladies look devine Billie says jokingly to Kaitlyn
Why thank you she says joking back.
I saw this guy over there selling some shit? Lukuo says.
"How much?" I ask that thinking I won't spend more then I'd like to.
"Not sure my best guess is like 30-50?" Lukuo replies
"30 dollars is quite cheap?" Billie says
"Yeah won't the cheaper ones be worse? Like they won't work." Kaitlyn says
"Here ill buy the 30 dollar ones and Lukuo buys the 50 dollar ones then we can try both." Max says
We all agree then head to outside the bar.
June 6th 2018.
10:52am
I wake up in a bed
Not sure whose but I know it's not mine?
I look to my left to see lukuo shirtless.
Fuck.
Your kidding there's no way in hell I'd even come close to letting myself do that?
I grab my stuff, quietly exit the room and text Kaitlyn.
MESSENGER
AIMSLEE
Hey, can you come pick me up?
KAITLYN
Where are you?
AIMSLEE
Lukuos house.
KAITLYN
K I'm omw.
AIMSLEE
Thank you
KAITLYN
No problem :)
After about 7 minutes my phone buzzes
" KAITLYN: here "
I walk downstairs and get in the car.
"So care to explain?" She asks
"I'm gonna be honest I don't even know what happened and I don't want what I think happened to be what happened. Does that make sense?"
"Yeah. It does."
"Where'd you 3 go?" I ask.
"Oh i went off with Billie but I know we just slept. And for Max I'm not sure where he went."
"Yeah neither am I let me try texting him."
MESSENGER
11:23am.
AIMSLEE
Hey just checking in, where are you?
AIMSLEE
Me and Kaitlyn are driving around if you want us to pick you up?
"Now we wait" I say
"I hope he's okay?" Shes worried
"Don't stress girl, I bet hes fine" I say part lying. I dont know if he's fine or not I'm also worried but Kaitlyn gets her head wrapped around things all the time so I try and stay calm.
Kaitlyn drops me off home. And I just sleep
MESSENGER
MAX
Hey, it's Max's sister. Um okay so there's no easy way writing this but Max overdosed yesterday behind the bar and um yeah.
AIMSLEE
Oh.
I literally have no words.
How's Kaitlyn gonna take this?
How'd he get away?
We could have stopped this.
Why didn't we stop this?
I should have helped him.
I should have went home with him.
