𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐀 𝐋𝐎𝐓, 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑;; b.kōtarō [✔︎]

# ꒰ 𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐘 𝟎𝟎𝟐 ꒱

—𐙚 ՞ NOT A LOT,
JUST FOREVER ՞ ⁣𐙚—

MAY 2016

↯. 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐁𝐎𝐊𝐔𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐎̄𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐎̄,

I miss you so much! ❤︎︎ I wonder what you're doing at the moment.

I know you didn't ask but I'm currently looking through photos of us from highschool, it makes me pretty happy to see how long we've been together and how many accomplishments you've made in these past years! I'm so proud of you kōtarō!

Also I was thinking about how different I used to act around you and how much I've changed these past years with you!!(not in a bad way whatsoever) but anyways I remember being so quiet and always staying to myself due to me always moving around because of my parents. I remember telling myself to not get too attached to people because I knew I would leave them behind again and they would forget about me but you changed my whole perspective about that.

You made me realize that I can keep friendships and relationships if I really wanted to. You were there for me from the very beginning and I'm so thankful for that, you honestly didn't deserve me whatsoever because I was a dickhead to you but you didn't care that I was being rude to you, you always kept trying to become friends with me and in the end it worked out for the both of us. You taught me how to be more social and to not be scared to be attached or loosen up to people even if I know I'm going to leave.

Anyways sorry for being so sappy and lovey dovey with you lately i honestly think it's the pregnancy hormones or whatever. But I hope you win your volleyball match!! I'm watching it live since I can't watch it in real life due to the ticket and my work schedule!! I'm cheering for you from the screen with you're little baby girl or boy!
↯. LOVE, Y/N L/N