LOST AND FOUND

CHAPTER TWENTY THREE

The doorbell rang again.
- I'll get it little lady, I would like some noodles.
- of course.
He opened the door.
- hey baby, how are you, is so nice to see you, what brings you here?
- well I came to feed her and you too.
He said lifting the bag of food.
- well, come on it baby.
They walked to the living room.
- ah, y/n you look so much better sweetheart.

Jimin said giving her a hug.
- I'm trying mochi, I'm trying.
- well, let's keep on trying sweetie we can do it, brought you 2 food.
- you too?
She said with a smile.
- what do you mean?
- Yoongi hyeong stopped by to bring her some food too.
- ah, well there is some more, you can keep what you don't eat for tomorrow.
- with Jungkook here, not possible.
- yah, little girl stop saying those things. I'm not a trash can.
- something like it, you eat anything in sight, never understood why, because you are a vampire, you are weird.
- yah, I don't know why, I like food I just drink blood very so often, but I enjoy food very much.
- little too much I might say brother, I'm glad you work out otherwise you wouldn't fit through the door.
- yah, don't say those things in front of Jimin please.
- is ok baby, don't worry that won't make me love you any less.
- you are dating an angel.
- I know, my Jimin is the sweetest mochi vampire in the kingdom.
- alrighty then.
- eat y/n, you need to recover your energy.
- ok mochi.

Few days went by, everyone thought that y/n was getting better, so they kept going with their normal lives.
Jungkook kept going to work, Yoongi and Suran were focusing in her pregnancy making sure that she stay healthy for the baby, while y/n went to work and when she got home from work,
Jungkook was gone for most of the night, so she just sat down in a corner of the sofa, looking at the window just wondering were Namjoon was, crying herself to sleep most nights.
Slowly she began to fall into depression, but somehow fooled them so no one noticed it, she thought that she was going crazy, because there was moments when she felt a presence around her, to be more exact she felt Namjoon's presence around her and she would look all around thinking that maybe she could find him.

She would talk to the air but at times she thought she had gone mad.
But he was listening to her and it would kill him, because he wanted to be close to her, but he had stuck in his head that he put her in danger once before so he thought it would be the best for everyone if he stayed away.
He missed being a practician and being around the patients, also missed Yoongi, Jungkook and Jimin.
Jimin's and Jungkook's relationship was moving forward, they were very happy together and tried to spend all the time that they could together.
They would try to spend time with y/n making sure that she was ok, so they actually believe that she was doing good, she was talkative and playful with them but as soon as they would leave, she would sink back in the dark world that she has been living since he left, that was a constant pattern for the next few months.

Y/n was barely eating so she was losing weight, she was really stressed out, so she was always distracted making it hard for her to focus.
Jimin began to noticed this, thinking that maybe he was imagining things but keeping a close eye on her, because he was beginning to worry, he was a nurse after all, she would hide it from Jungkook using his big sweatshirts and his over size tshirts.
One day they were at Yoongi's and Suran's house they invited them, it was like a baby shower for her and the baby, they made food for her mostly and Jungkook of course, because he loves to eat even though he doesn't need it.
- are you going to eat y/n?, the food is really good!
Jungkook said with a mouth full...

-- I will in a while.
She told him.
Jimin has had enough at this point so he spoke up.
- don't believe her Jungkook...
Jimin blurted out making everyone look in his direction.
- what do you mean baby?
- she won't eat later Jungkook, she is lying to you, she has been lying to all of us.
- whay are you talking about Jimin?!!
She yelled at him.
- calm down y/n, there is no reason to get all hyped up.
- then why is he throwing shade at me, what is his problem?
- I don't have any problem, but I'm worry about you, because you are literally destroying yourself, for a man that is not even worth losing your sleep.
- we are waiting on an explanation Jimin.
Yoongi said with a serious voice.
- I have been watching her closely, she is literally fooling all of us, I thought I was been too paranoid but no, she is really not eating, she has lost a tremendous amount of weight, still fooling us by wearing Jungkook's clothes since they are so baggy, we won't notice, specially when Jungkook is not at home at night, she doesn't come to the kitchen, she doesn't cook, she just drink water, tea, eat apples just eats the minimum to barely survive.
- is that true y/n?
She lowered her head but still felt all their gazes.
- answer me.
Jungkook was doing all that was in his power to keep his cool.
- please y/n answer him.
Suran's soft voice was finally heard.
- yes, he is telling the truth, but why do you care if I die or not is not your body?, I have lost everything, the man I love disappeared without telling me why, he just abandoned me just like that, that means I'm not worthy of you guys worrying about me, so just let me die already you will be better without me.

- what kind of nonsense are you saying, do you really think that if you die we will be just fine?, I'm your brother I love you, you are the only family I have left, what part of that you don't get?

Jungkook was heartbroken, he didn't have the strength to get mad at her anymore.
- he left you but we still here and you mean the world to us, we are your friends, but we see you as a sister and part of our family, I want my child to get to know his auntie to play with her.
Suran began to cry non stop, which made Yoongi feel overwhelmed, frustrated.
- you really need to get your life together, you have my wife crying, that's not good for the baby, accept it he is gone that doesn't care about you, otherwise he would still be here, he doesn't deserve your tears.
- if I see him I'm going to punch him until get tired, you know I don't get tired.
- no Kook, you can't!!!
She begged him crying.
- you still defend him.
Yoongi growled.
- I love him, what part can't you get?
She said running out of the house.
Jungkook wanted to run after her but Yoongi didn't let him.
He grabbed him by the wrist.
- don't she only wants attention, she has to snap out of if Jungkook, stop babying her.