FANTÁSMA

Chapter_28 POTERE, FIDULUCIA, LEITHA!

CRYSTAL POV
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Once upon a time, I was the modest loved one, but there was one time when, one thing that causes me to want feel bad, my mother was always  there to help me up.
My mother, Bloom Gerardo. The mother of the most influential bussiness man.
I have always known my mother had things unknown up her sleeve.

That she was no ordinary mother.

I had always thought she was a smartass. As a mother. What I did not know is that, she was an assassin.
A world renowned assassin.

Her name was Bloom. Even to the underworld mafiaso.

Only her took the entire Japanese mafiaso.
It was such a huge history.

I remember my bed time story,  she usually tells  me a story, she said she read it in a book.
That a young woman took down an entire empire.
And she did this all alone,driven by revenge, she did not accept what the world was saying to her.

Nor did she back down because nod her husband.

She became the strongest, fiercest and most renowned assassin in the underworld.

I remember I usually get intrigued about that particular bok.

Saying  the woman was a great queen.

But she did not know I caught on her.

She did not know I had came to understand she was the assassin who took down an entire Japanese empire.

I had always saw her as a queen.
Because nyhat was what she was.
And that was what father, Marcel Gerardo, calls her.

She was his queen. And she will always be his queen.

And I am always called a king.

Mother will tell me to choose, which life I live the most.

"Do you live the story of the queen who took down an entire Japanese empire and became a feared queen or do you want to become a king like your father, someone whom great kings bows at his knee.?".

I had always wanted to be like my father. To become a king.

To have kingdoms, empires bow down at my feet. Because if Revenge takes over me, it becomes emotions.

And if there is one thing I have been thought my whole life was,"Never allow emotions cloud your judgement ".

I never really thought this was my way of avenging people who betrayed me.

I had always thought it was my stepmother who betrayed me.

I feel so weak, what do I do?.

I remember and I can feel the his gaze, Klaus' gaze.
The way he stares at me like he was in live with me.

Like he would give up his world for me.

Since I was eight, I had always believed it was my stepmother who killed my mother.

Thinking I was maltreated as a result.

Thinning I was to leave my stepmother and stepsister, they are the bugs in my life.

They will stop me from moving forward towards my revenge.

It was not only my mother's words"Never be driven by revenge,that brings about emotions. Because emotions clouds your judgement.".

All of this, they feel so new, it makes me sick.
It has always been like,,I was missing something.

Some part of my brain. Yes! I was suffering from Traumatic brain injury.