In between - queen of tears

Divorce

"So you kept your mouth shut and didn't tell me, because I'm going to die soon anyway?"

"Yes", he answered.

Just one word and my whole world collapsed. Baek Hyunwoo. A name I thought would always save me. Baek Hyunwoo. A name that gives me comfort. Baek Hyunwoo. A name that gives me reason to live. I laughed in disbelief. This is ludicrous. He wants me dead, just like everyone. Pathetic. Hong Hae In, you're so pathetic.

Back at the hotel suite, he told he would explain, tell me what his plans were. I honestly wasn't curious. I don't want to know. Whatever he say now, I won't believe it. I won't be able to believe it. He warned me not to put too much on his words. I love you. These words comforted me so much that night, I felt like I could breathe again. I love you. But now, its like a knife stabbing at my heart. It hurts so much.

Stop. I can now stop. Then suddenly, a blinding light flashes on my face. A truck is coming right at me. Finally.

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"I'd be grateful if you divorce me without a lawsuit"
"It was unbearable to live you anyway. Don't act like you have no idea, Hae In-ah. You know what kind of person you are."

This is not Baek Hyunwoo. Why is he talking like this? Why is he hurting me more?

"Honestly, when I heard you're dying, I was relieved deep down.

Stop! I kept shouting in my head. Jebal just stop. His eyes scared me. Baek Hyunwoo, you're scaring me.

"If I continue to grovel at your feet, will you change your will?"

Ah Baek Hyunwoo. You've never been materialistic. You're lying here. Why? He wants me to get mad. He wants my anger. Are trying to light the fire in me again? Either to ease his guilt or to just giving me a twisted reason to live, fine. I'll take it. These 2 remaining months, let me make you miserable. You can be happy after... after I die.

A/N : italized are just at the moment thoughts