Residuals

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Did we build it up, build it up
Just to let it wash away ?
Tell me did I lace you up, lace you up
Just to watch you run away?
Please, tell me who's getting all my love, who's getting all my love
Tell me who, who's getting all my time all that use to be mine ?

|| Victoria Jammeh ||

Entering the room we sat on the bed staring at eachother "look" she began "I understand where we might stand in your head up I'm confused" I nodded to let her know I was listening so she could continue

"Idk it just kind of feels like we're just having sex and I don't mind that either but atleast let me know what we doing before somebody gets hurt especially if you're talking to other people"I took in everything she said before responding

"Yea I understand what you're saying but I'm not talking to other people boo it's just you" I felt a sharp pain in my chest when that lie slid off my tongue "so what about Paige?" my heart jumped at the mention of her name "what about her?" I questioned "yall just friends?" she raised her eyebrow while I rolled my eyes "baby it's just you"

I went in to kiss her giving her little pecks making her smile "we good?" I tilted my head smiling "we good" she responded before pulling me into a hug making me straddle her and kissing my neck "you miss me?" I asked enjoying her kisses "mhmm" she hummed making my coochie jump

She slid her hands up my skirt pushing them on my waist to rub my butt. "Let me get a kiss" she took her head off my neck giving a light smile before kissing me

I rubbed my hands through her hair to kind of calm myself down. I was getting too excited...

I sucked on her tongue taking in her dna. We started to fall back on the bed but we didn't mind. I was hovering over her holding myself up I don't want to crush her lil ass.

With Paige I can put all my weight on her and not feel like that.

Wait, why am I thinking about her during this intimate moment with my boo ?

I felt one of her hands go to my panties rubbing against it. I instantly got wet. It probably look like a pee spot down there

She felt for my clit through my panties and kept rubbing it make my body move my hips in return. She pulled my panties to the side and drew circles around the lips and tracing the lines

I stopped kissing her and pouted wanting her to hurry up and stick it in. She laughed at my face and took her other hand to pull me down by the neck. She stuck her tongue out for me to suck and I gladly took it in my mouth softly sucking it.

Our tongues flicked against eachothers letting the cold air hit it. We tongue wrestled for a cool lil minute but I didn't care cause bitch I'm the one getting wet not you

She slowly rubbed her finger tips against my clit then dropped them into my hole thrusting them inside of me

"Mmm" I moaned a little and my mind immediately went to Paige

I bit my lip to reframe from moaning but she kept going faster and faster

"Paigee " I let her name roll off my tongue and moaned it loud and clear for her to hear. When I said it her movements came to a halt

"What did you say" she had a confused look on her face "I-I said ajah-" I was stuck... I didnt know what to do "No, you didn't"

She sat up disgust filled in her eyes "get up man" I shamefully got up fixing my skirt breaking eye contact with her

I couldn't look her in her eyes but I still felt her's burning a hole into my head "it's taking everything in me not to punch yo stupid ass" she pushed my head sitting across from me holding her head

"Don't push my head like that fr" she looked at me like  I was crazy before getting up hovering over me "what?" I put my head down not speaking

This bitch trynna fight and I'm not like leave me alone I'm sorryyy

"Oh okay" she sat back down staring at my while holding her mouth "damn V, I wish you would've just told me the truth" her head dropped in her hands. My eyes began to water watching her hurt like that

"It was the truth the feelings I have for her aren't the same as what I have for you" my throat started to hurt from me holding back my tears "so you admit you have feelings for her" I hesitantly nodded my head yes as she stared at me with hurt in her eyes. My tears dropped one by one

"I think seeing you again brought back feelings I didn't know I had" I pleaded "I think seeing me again brought back the idea that you wanted" she rolled her eyes standing up going to her bathroom to wash her hands

I decided then to let my tears out fully while she was in there. I felt wind past me then heard the door open. I opened my eyes to see her standing by it "I think it's time for you to leave" I looked her in her eyes waiting for the joke to end "ajah please" I got up walking to her but she didn't look me in my eyes

I walked through the door crying even harder. I fucked up big time. I called Nyla but got no answer then called kk to find out she's not even in town. So I went to the next friend ... Paige

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