Chapter 6: Louis

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I wake up in a bed that doesn't feel like mine. The room is unfamiliar, and it takes a moment for my brain to catch up. Slowly, the memories from last night come floating back. As a smile spread across my face when I remember that handsome man called Harry, I am damn sure I fell asleep cuddled up to him. But where did he go? That is when I smell that amazing smell of pancakes, damn he can cook.

I stretch myself still a bit sleepy when Harry opens the door with a tray of breakfast in his hands. "Good morning Sunshine," he says with a warm smile."I made us breakfast!"

We eat breakfast on his bed just as slow morning waking up. It feels intimate like I am not just on a one-night stand. Harry is so careful making sure I am comfortable. I don't know if I want this to be a one-night stand only. I was tipsy last night I know that, but I enjoyed everything of it. I don't even know if I am gay or not I mean I have done things with girls and boys and both enjoyed it.

"Louis, are you okay?" Harry asks, making me snap back to reality. He's looking at me a bit concerned.

"Oh yeah, I am okay," I replay sincerely. "just thinking about tonight and that I don't regret anything of it," I say truthfully.

"That's great because I don't either," Harry says as his blood rushes to his cheeks. " Maybe I can get your number so we can get to know each other more I enjoy your company," He adds shyly fully blushing.

"That would be amazing give me your phone I'll put my number into it," I said smiling brightly.

We spent the whole morning just chilling, laughing, and talking a lot. I need to go by noon cause I have football practice. I am not sure what I will tell Liam, I mean he must think I left with someone. As soon as Harry and I were outside I sent him a message that I was leaving and he had to have fun. He responded that he would leave with me thinking I wasn't enjoying it that night. I quickly texted back I am not leaving alone so have fun call me if anything is wrong and put my phone on Do Not Disturb.

I am like hundred present sure Liam will hear me out about tonight, that's what makes me a bit nervous. I think I could tell Liam I was with Harry but he will ask when we are in the dressing room with all the boys around me. If they know I like boys I might be seen as weak. I don't want that for sure.

Suddenly I feel a hand on my shoulder. "Are you okay, Louis?" Harry asks.

I tell him honestly "Yeah I am sorry, just thinking about what I should tell the boys. I am not out of the closet yet only Liam, my best mate, knows."

"You know you don't have to tell them anything yet, first get comfortable with yourself and we can get to know each other better," Harry says caring. "Take you're time it will be alright."

It has calmed me down a bit we have half an hour till I have to leave. We make plans to see each other again, cause we are both busy it will take a while. Next two weeks I'll be playing football outside the country and after that, Harry has a couple of shows all around England. But I'll watch his last show in Liverpool and drive home with him. Harry and I say our goodbyes with that plan in mind and I leave for football practice.

As predicted I got a lot of questions in the changing room. "Why weren't you in the hotel last night." Where were you this morning." "Was it a beautiful girl you hooked up with?" I yell laughing at the guys "STOP ASKING ME SO MANY QUESTIONS LEAVE IT!" as I throw my hands in the air as a sign of giving up.

We heard the coach calling us, he saved me from many more questions. Training is going alright everyone is tired after yesterday but it is the last day at our training field before the games so we wanted to take that chance. We are all a bit sore and tired after training but all so ready for the games.

Liam and I are in our hotel room, of course, he is hearing me out for fuck sake. I decided to tell him everything it is a lot. I know he thinks I am at least a bit gay but I never came out to him. As my best mate, he has a right to know. So I told him when I first found out I like boys and girls. My first time with a boy was in high school and then I told him about Harry. About how Harry made me feel and that I am going to see him again after our games. He is so excited for me and promises me that he won't tell the boys till I am ready. Gosh, I feel relieved with everything out, grateful for his support. I can see where things will take me with Harry. 

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