My darling, my sweetest love. I'm so close to running back into your arms again. I feel devestated when I think that we both want the same thing but can't have. I used to dream of you so many times, and now ..I miss those dreams. I used to wake up and look at you beside me. savour the moment in preperation for the beauty of us when it shatters. I'm so thankful I really loved you to as much as I could give you. I really am. I am glad to know that all the while we were together... I held you in my arms as much as I needed to so that I won't miss it when I no longer am able to do that. I honestly honestly did. took in every moment, with gratefulness. knowing it was a genuine 100% moment that I received. Maybe that's why it doesn't hurt so much. but then again...i'm lying. its starting to hurt more and more each day. I still think about you, although I can't say. I can't remember the times we spent together...just some moments...really precious moments that I didn't think significant that just seems so beautiful to me now. I can't believe this... I miss you. so so much. I do. but I can't remember what I'm missing...but I know I do.
YOU ARE READING
Yellow
Short StoryYou came along and I wrote a book for you. Oh what a thing to do. And it was called yellow. This book is dedicated to the best boyfriend ever. I know you know this baby, but I love you, I love you, I love you. And I still do and I always will <3
