Zindagi ka Raaz

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<Koi Rang nahi hota barish ky pani me
Phir bi faza ko rangeen bana deti hai>

USWA POV:

                         I was getting ready for university when I heard my name. I turned around, I saw baba is calling me.

" yes baba jani" I said to him

" Hurry up, you gonna be late" Baba jani said to me

"okay, coming" I said to him and he left. I again checked myself in Mirror before going out.

"okay, lets go baba jani and Allah hafiz mama" I first said to baba then to my mama

"okay, now go, Allah hafiz" mama said to me

So this was me. Assalamualaikum!!  My name is Uswa Noor, as you know. My life is full of secrets. And of course nobody know, and yes I have my 2 cousins and some of my close friends know about little.

Let me tell you more about me. I was in 6 class when I changed my school. I got admission in new school. And I make few friends.  But when Got admission there in that school. My baba suggested me 2 schools name. But I chose the second one because my almost some  cousins already go there.

When I waS IN 9 Class. I make a big mistake to tell about my crush to my friends. and after that to my  2 cousins.

I don't know how but she guessed about him herself. I was so shocked.

And that crush is my Cousin, SAAD ASAD.  yes, since childhood. I don't know when I developed my feelings for him.

After they used to include him in one or the other thing. Due to which, they made me so fall in love with him by saying.

And he doesn't know about that because we usually don't meet often. we were together when we were in 6 class. After that we don't talk too much. and Also He was not our immediate relative. But they lived in the same neighbourhood.

Because his father was the son of my grandmother's uncle. Due to which they used to meet on Eid-Shubrat.

I know, I know, we have a big family tree. I cant even describe the relations in general as it was so complicated  to tell some outsider.

So, After I done my matric. I and him got admission in same collage. But our campus was not combine as it was separated for girls and boys. After I don't tell anyone about my love for him.

My love for him kept on increasing and never decreased. But he didn't know about my love till today.

At the suggestion of my cousin, I had gather my  courage to express my love to him through Instagram. But my courage was answered.

And Now I am In university, in 3rd year. And also I didn't saw him from college as we shifted to our new house as our family was going growing.

I am one and only child of my parents and my baby brother died when I was 3 year old and he was just 8 months old. SO, I got all the love from everyone, and also because of my parents as they were also cousins. But I have my others cousins who are just like my siblings.

And you will know more about me further.

Now, I am with my baba jani, because today my friend will drop me. So, I am not taking my car.

"I feel very sleepy, Baba jani" I said to my baba jani.

"Haha, So you had to go to bed early at night" baba jani said to me

"Ahh, I know. but I need to done my assignment. " I said to baba with sad face.

"This field was kept by yourself." he said too me.

"I knowwwww" I said to baba.

"gooo now" baba said too me as baba jani parked the car in front of my University.

"remember to come at Iftar party at university tonight." I said to baba

"okay" he said

" Allah hafiz!!! baba jani" I said to baba while I got off from the car and close the door.

"Allah hafiz" baba said and left from there.

After a while I reached out in front of my class, I guess today was some... business's class.

" Assalamu Alaikum!! So, everyone as you know today is the first class of business. And I have an assignments for all off you. Now I am going to make groups. Each of Group has 15 members. First come and take your chits one by one and later I will tell you task for today. And you guys have to done it, in one day." A professor told us while all others student and of course including mee, WE go to the professor and got our chits.

"Do you know which field these students belong to?" My bff as in Kinza asked me.

"Duhh, how would I know about this" I told her with a face.

"okay okay don't make a face and tell me in which group, you are in.?" she asked me

"I will tell, if you let me see first." I told her. and open my chit, It was written A in it. I showed her mine. She make a bad say while showing her, It was C written in it.

The professor gave us our team a task. what a ridiculous task was that. 

When I reached to my group,I saw that,  In that group, there were all the students of other fields. And I was alone, I didn't know anyone.

I let a sign out.

And we went for our task, All of us were assigned a bus for our each group we have to collect different information on different businesses.

A today was the Roza but  I haven't fasted because I am on my.. ahhm.. every girl Problem, Periods.

So, we took the bus and on way I was sitting alone as all others students talking about the task and  All of us were sitting in a circle. And on my left side there was a boy sitting. And he was keep glancing at me time to time but I didn't pay attention to him. I was feeling too much hungry, So, I slid my hand in my bag and took a piece of a chocolate, I put my hand in front of my mouth and took a small bite and I saw here and there if anyone saw mee or not but I was going to again bite when I heard a voice, the same boy who was staring at me.

"you don't have to hide---" he was saying and I don't know why but I slapped him on his face.

I don't know what happened to me why I did this. But everyone was looking at us. So embarrassing. He was also shocked.

"sorry" I fastly said to him and turned my face too the window. And all day it went like that.

Assalamualaikum!

I hope you like this first chapter of my second story!! I hope you enjoyed my first story!!

Everyone! I want to share an important reminder with you all. Please do not repost or try to copy my work without permission. Remember, even if you think no one is watching, Allah sees everything. Keep that in mind and respect the creativity and hard work of others.

This entire story is a product of my imagination, a fictional tale that I have created. I want to emphasize that it is not based on real events or people.

Allah hafiz, may God protect and guide us all. Let us always strive to be honest and respectful in our actions and interactions.