Best decision ever

Chapter 7

Leos pov

As we got into the lair donnie led usagi and i to the med bay so he could look at my knee and shell.
It wasnt too bad i guess, my shell wasnt painful at all ive only re opened the staples.
Usagi sat me down and stood beside me.
"Hey usagi why dont you get a drink or something i have some chatting to do with my brother" usagi nodded at donnie and left the room.
"Dont say i told you so.." donnie smirked.
"I told you so" ugh he always does this.
"Nardo we told you to be careful and now look at you! Your lucky you didnt re break the knee or something." I rolled my eyes and sighed. My eyes wandered around the room as he cleaned my knee and re stapled my shell.
I noticed how there was still a slight mess over at the bed in the corner.
Thats where i had spent the first week after the kraang invasion.
My body was badly messed up, loads of broken bones, badly broken and bleeding knee, many wounds, cracked shell, concussion, it was never ending.
I hate that all the attention was on me and not on helping anybody else out.
sometimes i wish they had just left me there in the prison dimension..
The whole thing was my fault anyway so i should have been the one suffering the consequences.
Yes if i stayed there I would have died but wouldn't everyone be better off without me?
Raph wouldn't have bad vision in one of his eyes.
Donnie wouldnt be terrifyed to let anyone out of  the lair alone.
Mikey wouldnt have scars and shaky hands.
It was all my fault..
"Stop thinking like that leo." I looked up, taken out of my daydreaming state.
"What? Ive been quiet this whole time?"
"I can see it in your eyes, and the tears forming. I know exactly what your thinking about." I guess being twins makes it easier to read the other twin..
"Im fine dont worry dee" he shook his head and looked at me, finally finished with my knee.
"Your not fine, i hear you waking up from nightmares every night.
I hear you sobbing and whispering to yourself that its all your fault.
I see right through that fake smile of yours.
I know your not fine and i would love to help you but i think ill leave that up to your boyfriend"
I followed donnies gaze to the door where i saw usagi stood there with teary eyes.
Donnie walked out of the room leaving usagi to come and talk to me.
"You never told me you were affected so bad!"
I shook my head and looked away.
"I didnt want to be a burden to you." Usagi put his hand on my shoulder and looked right into my eyes.
"I want you to tell me every time your sad, every time you have a nightmare, every time your doubting yourself. Im always here for you leo." He planted a kiss on my cheek as i wiped away the tears from my eyes.
I smiled at him and hugged him.
"That means alot bun bun" i felt his arms wrap around me, deepening the hug.
"Hey leo, i was wondering if you want to go for a date tonight? Maybe stay at mine after?" I like the sound of that.
"Yea that sounds really nice actually, where do you want to go?" He thought for a moment before answering.
"Well i noticed a new restaurant in the hidden city. Its an Italian." I nodded
"Yea that sounds good lets go there. Ill tell everyone that i wont be home tonight" we walked out to the lounge where everyone was chilling.
"Hey mis hermanos i wont be home tonight im spending the night at usagis house." Everyone nodded and looked towards us.
"Well ok leo but be carefull alright? And no funky business.
I dont wanna be an uncle yet" my eyes widened and i looked at raph.
"Hey how does that even make sense we are both males?" He shrugged.
"You never know.." i shook my head and looked at usagi who was blushing.
"Ok well goodbye guys see you tomorrow" everyone waved bye and continued with what they were doing.
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We were sat at the table choosing what food to get.
I decided not to get pizza as its basically the only thing i eat.
We eventually decided on spaghetti to share as it was romantic.
While we waited for it to come we chatted about anything that we could think of.
I could sit with usagi all day.
"Ok guys here is your food, enjoy!" We thanked the waiter and dug into our meal.
We decided to eat lady and the tramp style and enjoyed a kiss on the lips.
This might be my seccond favourite food, nothing beats pizza.
After finishing the spaghetti we payed the bill and slowly wondered back to usagis.
It wasnt a long walk luckiky, i just wanted to cuddle up with him now.
As we walked through the door we were discussing what movies to watch.
"Hm what about jupiter jim have you ever watched that?" He shook his head
"No i havent lets watch that, i cant think of anything to reccomend." We got into bed and switched on the tv which was on the wall infront of the bed.
Once under the covers and all comfy we switched on the movie and began to watch it. We wernt watching it for long though.
We began kissing, it was gentle and slow at first but soon the kiss began to pick up in pace. Are lips moved together perfectly in sync.
A slight moan could be heard here and there.
As i slipped my tounge into usagis mouth he moved on top of me, still kissing.
He started to take of his shirt and i could feel my heart pounding.
He is so beautiful how did i deserve this? As the kiss resumed, our hands started to explore. This is going to be an interesting night.