The memories along the flower road
They returned back like dust
And say I still love you
..............
i broke up with yoon jeonghan
and i thought it was the end of our story.
i never knew that it was just the beginning and fate had planned more t...
I was shocked. unable to voice the tsunami of words in my mind.
"what do you mean?" I asked eunwoo in a low voice, afraid that the air will carry the rumor like a rotten scent and spread the words to the whole world. song arin is a cheater.
eunwoo looked at me with an expression i recognized very well. pity.
"we will talk about it later arin. don't worry." he flashed a lifeless smile at me. he squeezed my hand and then left me alone in the middle of the hall.
I was unable to think. I couldn't understand. did jeonghan himself spread the rumor that we broke up because i cheated on him and not because i dumped him? and if eunwoo knows this. do the seventeen members too? does seungkwan know. and chan who hugged me minutes ago. hoshi who talked to me like an old friend. do they think i cheated on jeonghan too?
i couldn't believe that jeonghan could stoop so low. Did i just dodge a bullet an year ago?
Before my mind could jump into the well of overthinking and before my eyes could overflow with a liquid which is definitely just water, I left the party. almost sprinting to my car, racing against the break down that was ticking in.
as soon as i was in the familiar driver's seat, i let go.
my head found a resting place on the steering wheel and my eyes emptied out. my heart was racing and the drumming sound in my ear washed out the music from the hotel. with shaking hands, I pushed the stray hair strands away from eyes.
It is kinda funny. I didn't want to date at all. I was practically pushed into this. first with jeonghan and then with eunwoo.
I scoffed at my destiny and started the car. it was a nightmarish drive. it was hard trying to hold myself together when i was so afraid of what was going to happen.
it happened earlier than i expected.
I was crying wrapped in a blanket like burrito and eating chocolate ice cream. eunwoo texted me an hour after the event officially ended.
eunwoo <3 Arin you can tell me your side of the story. but i want you to know if you indeed did such a thing I can't stay with you.
me There is no story eunwoo. I would never do such a thing. just let me know where you heard these rumors from.
eunwoo <3 a friend told me about this and i doubt it's a rumor.
a friend? It was clear from his tone that he didn't believe me and it frustrated me.
me who? who dared to lie like that.
eunwoo <3 you sound scary.
i bet i am going to sound insane next.
me cha eunwoo if you are going to believe a random friend and not even tell me who it is, there's no point of explaining anything to you. we started dating casually so i doubt it matters enough for you to at least check if your friend isn't lying. I bet he is gay. gay and jealous.
eunwoo <3 seriously?
5 mins later and he still didn't write anything else. I was starting to panic. did i just cross boundaries? yes I fucking did. i felt sorry but also desperate.
me I didn't cheat on jeonghan. i left him because he wasn't putting any effort into our relationship.
eunwoo <3 I thought he was the one who left you?
i was genuinely confused. i was definitely the one to end things first. jeonghan tried to talk to me for a week before he accepted that we were done.
me who is telling you these made up stories?
eunwoo <3 kim mingyu?
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:O Cookie: arin was apprehensive of dating an idol again but eunwoo persuaded her to try it out with him, saying he just wanted to date her because he liked her and wouldn't make unrealistic promises like her ex-boyfriend.
