things I could never tell him.

shayad na..me usse kbhi bata nhi paungi

shayad na..me usse kbhi bata nhi paungi kitna chahti hu me usse

ki kitne ghante uske baare me soch chuki hu

uski yaadon me itna kho chuki hu ki waqt ka ata pata hi nhi lag pata

humari harr choti se choti interaction ko mere dimag me jaise chaap diya ho usne

uske baare me bura toh jaise me jhel hi nhi paati hu

haan, shayad woh hoga bura

par kya woh burai hi h jo mujhe harr din khushiyon se bhar deti h,

kya woh burai hi h jo mere chehre par har do minute muskurahat bhar deti h?

kbhi kbhi toh me bhi sochti hu,

shayad woh iss layak h bhi nhi.

shayad me iss layak hu bhi nhi.

par usko dekh ke, usko sunn ke,

meri muskurahat firse ubhar aati h.

firse, me uske liye kuch bhi nhi banjati hu aur woh mere liye,

sabkuch.

toh haan,

shayad na me usse kbhi bata nhi paungi

par shayad na,

woh mere bole bina hi samajh jaayega.

tab tak me idhr hi hu,

uske liye pagalon ki tarah ruki hui.