Binuksan ko ang laptop ko at Sht. I forgot! JAY. AGAIN
Anong oras na ba? Yes. 7 pm pa. Maabutan ko pa siya.
Sa skype, online siya. Thank God. Dali-dali akong nag message sa kanya.
AKO: Hey Jay! Good Morning!
After a few seconds ay nag reply siya.
HIM: Hey!
Wow. Ang tipid naman ng reply.
AKO: Vid call?
HIM:Chat na lang tayo.
Chat na lang? Srsly?
AKO: Galit ka?
HIM: No
Liar.
AKO: Galit ka. Aminin mo na kasi.
HIM: Hindi nga.
AKO: Galit ka. Promiseeeee
Hindi siya nag reply after that. Yeah galit nga siya. Pero he‘s still typing... bagal naman mag type nito. -.-
HIM: HOW CAN YOU ACT LIKE NOTHING‘S HAPPENED?! LORS SRSLY?! I HAVEN‘T RECIEVED ANY TEXT FROM YOU OR CALLS! YOU RARELY GO ON SKYPE AND NOW SUDDENLY YOU JUST POPPED UP! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?! OFC IM ANGRY! CAN‘T YOU TELL?! DO YOU EVEN KNOW THAT I STAYED UP ALL NIGHT THE OTHER NIGHT EXPECTING YOU‘LL BE ON ANY MINUTE?! BUT THEN YOU NEVER MADE IT. AND NOW YOU‘RE ANNOYING ME? LORS BWISIT KA.
Ouch.
AKO: OKAY. OKAY. FINE. SORRY HA KASI MAS PINILI KONG I SPEND ANG TIME KO WITH MY FAMILY KESA SAYO. JAY! DON‘T BE SUCH AN ASSHOLE! GUSTO MO LAHAT NG ATENSYON KO NASA ‘YO? WOW HA? BESTFRIENDS LANG TAYO! BESTFRIENDS LANG! KEEP THAT IN MIND! SORRY HA? MAY PAMILYA KASI AKO DITO! AT SORRY RIN HA KASI BINI-BWISIT KITA.
Ewan ko. Pero there‘s this urge who made me typed those words that are all lies. Ewan ko sa sarili ko. What is happening to me? If I‘ll lost him, the blame is on me.
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“Hey!“ bati ni Louie sa kabilang linya.
“Hi Louie“
[Something‘s wrong? Wala ka ata sa mood?]
“You can say that“
[What happened?]
“Nah. Not really you‘re business“
[C‘mon tell me! You know you want to]
Sasabihin ko ba sa kanya? O hindi? What could possibly go wrong if sasabihin ko diba?
“It‘s Jay“
Pagbanggit ko sa pangalan niya ay naalala ko yung mga masasakit na sinabi ko sa kanya kagabi.
[Oh. So what‘s up with him? Or should I say what‘s wrong with him?]
“I lied to him“
Natahimik lang siya. Siguro nag-iisip.
[Sometimes, we lie for the better]
Hm? For the better? Did I lie to Jay for the better? I don‘t think so.
“You think?“
[Yeah. Anyway, let‘s go out?]
“Nah. I‘m not really feeling well“
