Soobin sighed, jumping up to maintain his balance and not drop the napping Yeonjun in his arms. He reached for his pocket to grab his phone. "Holy shit!" It was 10:00pm. His lover would kill him or give him a year long silent treatment if she didn't hear from him soon. "Uh...I don't know why you're single...you're sorta cute. But I'm sure Yuki will fall for you, just like you wanted." He confessed, blushing slightly. He needed to text his girlfriend soon. But he had a feeling she was already at his dorm room...
He dropped Yeonjun off at his house and texted his roommate.
Soobin
dude u let my girl in?
Wonwoo
yh y
Soobim
oh im so desd
He sighed and turned off his phone, wondering what he should do. If he went home, she'd kill him. If he wandered a little while longer, she'd kill him twice. He'd rather die excruciatingly rather than go through it two times.
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"WHAT WERE YOU DOING?! SEEING SOMEONE BEHIND MY BACK?!" Seoha yelled while Soobin tried hugging her.
"Seoha, I swear, no! I was tricked by my friends, honey!" Soobin tried explaining to his crazy, obsessive girlfriend. He loved her dearly, but sometimes she was something else. He needed to unwind sometimes, but he didn't know how to. Going out - where could he be? Trying to relax at his dorm - no, she'll be there. He had no free time - no free time away from her. Seoha scoffed.
"Idiot, next time you come home after 10pm, we're over." "This is not even your dorm!" "It can be."
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The next morning Yeonjun woke up well rested, which was unusual. He also didn't remember anything, which was also odd. He rubbed his head before asking his roommate what happened.
"Hey, Kai, do you remember last night? Did we get drunk or what..?" "OHMYGOD, you HAVE to listen! So you felt reaaaaaaaally drowsy and you fell asleep on Soobin's shoulder and--" "Nah, nah, nah, wait, hold up. I fell asleep on CHOI SOOBIN'S shoulder?!" He asked, his expression visibly shocked. Kai giggled. "Yeah, and Yuki like got super pissy and left, and then Soobin carried you home, gosh you two were so cute~" Yeonjun couldn't listen to that. Not Soobin. Not him. Soobin had a girlfriend and he had a crush. No. No, no, no, no. Not ever. He loved Yuki. Yuki and only Yuki. No matter how many times he tried to fall deeper in love with the gorgeous girl, the gorgeous boy would win his thoughts. He daydreamt of her, made up fake scenarios about her, but Soobin always got into the dream. He tried drawing her, he would always end up on his paper, he even tried writing a story about him and her...
...which ended up with him making out aggressively with the blondie, Soobin. Sometimes on the bed.
He was walking to class after multiple tries to forget Soobin in the morning. But on his way there, he bumped into a certain someone...
Black hair.
Blue contacts.
100kilometer long fake nails.
Seoha.
"Ah, I'm sorry-" "So you're the one that tried to make my dearest cutest prettiest smartest Soobinnie gay, huh?" "What?!" "Wanna fight, bitch?" "Try me."
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"H-How are you THAT strong?!" Seoha asked, barely getting up. Yeonjun chuckled and wiped the blood off the corner of his mouth. "I'm not strong, you're just weak as hell." "Wh-Whatever! I'm going to tell Soobinnie, he's going to fight you!!!" Yeonjun laughed to himself, before getting ready to go to his friends. But he got stopped by another certain someone's hand on his shoulder. Soobin.
His grip was tight, unbelievably tight. "I know you're going to side with your girlfriend, but..." "No, it's okay. I'm getting tired of this relationship." "...Why don't you break up with her?" "I love her too much." "Whipped." Yeonjun teased. Soobin blushed and hit his shoulder. "I'm not whipped, shut up!" he said, feeling some kind of connection to Yeonjun. When the black haired boy got to his friends, Beomgyu said the same. "Acting like friends of 10 years, huh? Meant to be, gosh, isn't it?" "Shut up, I don't like him." He denied, feeling like he was denying his true feelings. Or maybe he's delusional because Yuki doesn't love him?
A thought crossed his mind, but he quickly threw that option away. He sighed and went to his next class as the day went on.
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"He hit my shoulder, he hit my shoulder, he hit my shoulder..."
"You love Yuki, you love Yuki, goddamit you love Yuki..."
That were the thoughts that ran through his head through all classes. When he got to his and Kai's dorm, all he wanted was to lay in bed and never go out.
*
"Forget, forget, forget, goddamit forget, fuck it, fuck!" He chanted, feeling miserable and being mad at himself. He tried forgetting about Soobin and falling in love deeper with Yuki, but it was getting harder and harder. Kai, as a good friend and roommate, had been taking care of him and helping him with his feelings.
He caressed his back while Yeonjun vented to him. "I want to love Yuki, not him! Where did he even come from?! H-he just appeared in my dream as the prettiest boy I have ever laid my eyes on a-and then-" "Hey, hey, shh...don't say anything. We'll figure everything out, just calm down." Hyuka reassured him. The black haired boy took a few deep breaths and started calming down. "There's a way I can forget about him." "Really? There is?" The younger asked, genuinely curious buy he managed to keep his cool when he saw that Yeonjun's eyes were dull. He sighed.
"Yeah, there is." He said, scratching his head. "But...it might be too...extreme." "Extreme?" "I just said that, dummy." The older teased. "But I'm not that desperate, so I don't think I'll insist on taking such drastic measures...I think so."
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Word count: 1000
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also I'm sorry if there are mistakes, this was rushed during class 😭
22.05.2024
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Dreamer || Yeonbin
Romance"You said you wouldn't!" "But I need to. That's the only way to stop it." A high school junior who never really keeps his feet on the ground, has a 5 year long crush on a senior girl, Yuki. His main focus is winning her heart, until he meets a fresh...
