What did I do wrong?
As I am sat on the frozen floor of the open show, the water is burning my bare skin.
I wonder what I ever did to deserve what he just done.
My entire body is shaking, I don't know whether it is because of the pain or because of the amount of blood I have lost.
The blood is covering my inner thighs, my entire body is hurting and I don't know what I have done wrong. His words are going around and around in my head, I can't get his voice out of my head.
"This will be our little secret, nobody has to know. Especially not your grandmother"
I can't think straight, I want the pain to stop.
My head is clouded, I can only think about the pain, the blood.
His voice is going around in my head and I can't stop it.
People have always told me it won't hurt, yet my whole body is aching, my legs are shaking and I'm bleeding.
How is that not painful?
I told him no so many times, I told him I don't want it but he slapped me and told me that I need to suck it up and take it or else.
I'm so scared to find out what or else meant, he told me that there is nothing wrong with it because we aren't related by bloody, why does this feel so wrong?
She is in work, she can't help me.
She never will be able to nobody can protect me,
Not from him.
YOU ARE READING
The Words In My Head.
Random-THIS IS NOT A STORY- This is a book filled with my poems (not rhyming ones but free verse, where i express shizz)
