The Words In My Head.

A Letter.

Dear Depression, 

Where did you come from? When did you start? Why did you start? 

I honestly don't know, there is one thing i do know about you. 

I am ready for you to leave. 

You keep me awake, 

Stop me from eating, 

Put thoughts in my mind that aren't true. 

You make me;

Sad all the time, 

You Scare me. 

I have nowhere to run away, 

I wish i could go back to the way things used to be, 

When i knew how to feel happy. 

You make me;

Cry and Yell 

Sometimes you make me, want to end it all. 

I just want to forget the last few years.

I used to have dreams and Ambition, until you took them away. 

You are not my friend, i never invited you into my mind. 

Go back to where ever you came from, you never came with a return address. 

You never have nor will be 

Welcome in my life. 

When will you finally say goodbye?

I want this to end, 

I Want to be free. 

I Want to be me.

Sincerely, 

The Girl You've Taken Over.