Atsushi's pov
I was lying down next to Akutagawa, who was asleep, until I heard a ring from his phone, I knew it was none of my business, but I'm kinda curious what it is. I looked at Akutagawa, who was still asleep. God, he actually looks somewhat different while asleep, almost pretty - wait a minute! No! Nope, nope! I've been with him for too long! God dammit! I sat up before getting off the bed and heading into the kitchen where I made myself some ramen.
~~~~~~~~Time skip~~~~~~~
Akutagawa's pov
I opened my eyes and turned my head slightly to look at my phone, which was on the nightstand. Maybe if I looked at it long enough, it'll be beside me? No, that's stupid, I just turned my head back, looking at the ceiling. I'll just call for Jinko he's the only one here anyway.
"JINKO!!"
I screamed, which I immediately regretted as I had a voice crack
Atsushi's pov
I was eating my ramen when I heard a scream from the room. What does he need now? Wait, maybe he's hungry he hasn't eaten today yet, I should make him something. Yeah, but something easy for him to eat like oat meal, yeah, oat meal should be good.
Akutagawa's pov
God, what I'd taking him so long! I literally just wanted him to see what notifications I have on my phone. God dammit! And now I'm just irritated, I swear he does it on purpose!
Atsushi's pov
I finished making the oat meal and walked into the room seeing Akutagawa have a irritated expression as he gave me death glare, jeez what was that for, I didn't even do anything to him, he's so infuriating. I sat the bowl of oat meal on the nightstand and sat up Akutagawa, who had a surprised expression when I did so.
"What are you doing?"
He asked, I looked at him with a serious expression.
"Feeding you"
"I'm not hungry,"
"You haven't eaten today. How can you not be hungry?"
"I don't know, but I'm not hungry,"
"That's just an excuse to not eat, and you know it,"
"It is not!"
"Is to!"
"Is not!"
"I am not arguing with you! You are eating, and that's final!"
Akutagawa looked at me with a slight pout, which, if I'm being honest, was kind of cute, I felt my face heating up, no Akutagawa is not cute he is a Mafia executive for goodness sake! I grabbed the bowl of oat meal and the spoon, and I began feeding him, I feel like I'm babysitting at this point, whatever, at least, he's eating.
Akutagawa's pov
After Jinko finished feeding me the oat meal, I let out a slight grumble as I mumbled under my breath
"Dickhead"
Which he didn't seem to hear
"Jinko"
"What is it?"
"Can you check the notifications on my phone?"
"Why?"
"So I know what I missed"
"Ok"
I watched as Jinko picked up my phone and opened it (Akutagawa doesn't have a password)
He then started reading the notifications aloud to me, most of them weren't that important, except for one which was Chuuya, Yosano, Ranpo, Elise, and my gossip day which we do for a week straight once a year I was determined not to miss it, I never miss it and I won't now just because I'm weak. I looked at Atsushi with a serious expression,
"I need you to take me somewhere,"
"You can't go anywhere. You can barely move!"
"Come on! It's important!"
"Not more important than your health!"
"Ughhh, fuck you!"
Stupid Jinko, he doesn't even care about me he's only taking care of me cause Dazai-san asked him to, otherwise he wouldn't be here right now, but I guess he was right how am I supposed to go if I can't even move? I feel so weak! I hate this! I feel my vision get blurry as I began having tears forming in my eyes, Jinko looked at me with a shocked expression, before he sat down beside me and began patting my back, great now he's pitying me, just what I wanted.
Atsushi's pov
Why was Akutagawa crying? Was it because I told him he couldn't go anywhere? It was for a good reason, though. He can barely move! How is he supposed to go anywhere? But none the less I did feel guilty for making him cry, so I sat down beside him and began patting his back. Maybe it'll calm him down?
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