"I hate you.." || Sunsun

05

It's been a few weeks since Sunoo and Sunghoon stopped doing their thing. Ever since then the friend group has been off, there wasn't as much energy and it was drifting away. Who knew that one tiny incident would crush everyone. Sunoo especially wasn't himself anymore, and everyone could see that, including Sunghoon.

Sunoo didn't sit with the friend group at lunch but instead sat by himself in the art room with only his phone and a small juice box. 

As it was the end of the day Jungwon noticed Sunoo leaving the school, he wanted to get his hyper little Sunoo back but nobody knew what had actually happened. "Sunoo! Do you wanna hang out?" Jungwon says as he puts his arm around Sunoo and walks with him. 

"Not today.. I'm not in the mood to be around people.." Sunoo says as hes still staring down at the ground. Jungwon needed to fix this.

"You never want to hang out with anybody lately, just this once?" Jungwon smiles. "Please, we can eat mint chocolate ice cream while we watch movies." 

As soon as Jungwon says that Sunoo's eyes light up, he nods and smiles lightly. That was the first genuine smile Jungwon has seen in almost three weeks. Once they got to Sunoos house they did exactly that, for a while they watched movies and just ate ice cream. 

Jungwon tho, he didn't like Mint chocolate ice cream, he hated it in fact. But he still ate some just for Sunoo to make him cheer up. After a whole tub of ice cream and three different movies Jungwon decided to ask a question hes been curious about for awhile now, praying it doesn't change the mood.

"Hey, Sunoo..." Jungwon mumbles, looking up and meeting Sunoos gaze. "Hmm?" 

"What happened between you and Sunghoon?" Jungwon asks, a bit hesitant. He watched as Sunoo sighed and shifted slightly. 

"I knew this question was coming.." Sunoo sighed once more before nodding and speaking. 

"Me and a group of people stuck into the principles and decided to trash everything the night before. I only agreed because I wanted to fit in and seem cool.. Obviously didn't pass as that.  " Sunoo mumbled as he started fidgeting with his hands.

"The next day at school one of the people.. that I went with they wrote 'Sunghoon was here' which caused the principle to think that it was him." Sunoo gulped and tried his best not thinking about Sunghoons words. 

"After that, there was a small rumor going around that it was me and a group of people, but we all denied it because we didn't want to get in trouble.. but they blamed me.. and Sunghoon."  The younger sighs and keeps speaking. 

"Sunghoon ended up finding out about the whole thing but heard a different story and thought it was me who said he did it, and blamed him. So like any person would do." Sunoo leaned back on the couch.

"He got mad, and dragged me into the bathroom. Yelled at me, said some things he probably didn't mean.. and I ended whatever.. thing.. had going on between us." Sunoo said and looked up at Jungwon, smiling softly. You could tell he was hurt, but tried hiding it.

Of course Sunoo left out some details that probably should've been mentioned but he didn't want Jungwon to be upset at Sunghoon. "It was my fault.. Don't get upset at him"

"Actually.. I dont think its your fault, at all actually. But it also depends on how Sunghoon approached it.. plus you were blamed. He didn't think to hear you out." Jungwon says.

"Have you ever thought about telling Sunghoon you like him?" Jungwon says, Sunoo snaps his neck and shakes his head. 

"I dont like him."

"You do."

"I dont, thats disgusting"

"You do, if you didn't like him you wouldn't have been sad and upset these last couple weeks because of him. And don't say you're stressed. We have the same classes there's no way you're stressed." Jungwon says and shakes his head.

"Ugh! Wonnie, now I don't have anything to defend myself with!" Sunoo pouts.

"Exactly, so just admit you have feelings for him!"

Sunoo pauses for a second before sighing and rolling his eyes. "yeah, I guess I do.. I don't know why tho.. I guess I'm just now coming to the realization..you know? Like you with Jay!" 

"I dont like Jay."

"You do."

"I dont."

"Just admit it! I see the way you light up whenever he defends you or talks to you. You don't do that with any of us, it's so obvious you have feelings for him!" Sunoo says, switching up on Jungwon.

"Kim Sunoo!" Jungwon looks at Sunoo clearly offended but in a proud way. "Fine, you win."

<3

The next day at school Sunoo wasn't as quiet as what hes been for the last couple of weeks. I guess Jungwon really cheered him up.

Sunoo was thinking about talking to Sunghoon about the whole thing but he was scared he knew his answer already so there was no point. Tho Jungwon had put something into his mind that it might be the right thing and he might have a chance with Sunghoon. 

"Theres no way.." Sunoo mumbles out loud to himself. "Theres no way, what?" Jake says as he comes out of nowhere. "Oh? Nothing, just thinking out loud" Sunoo says as he smiles softly. "Well what are you thinking about, knowing you, your probably over thinking about something stupid." Jake says as he pats Sunoo on the head.

"Sunghoon." 

There was silence for a good moment but then out of nowhere Jake started laughing. "Why are you laughing?!" Sunoo says looking at Jake, offended. 

"Nothing, Nothing! It's just you've liked Sunghoon for years and you're finally telling yourself that you like him." Jake smiles. "I think you should wait until he confesses to you" Jake says.

"You think? What if he doesn't like me and never asks me out. Oh! Or it could be he does like me but hes to pussy to say anything because he thinks I don't like him- wait no.." Sunoo says and thinks for a moment. "Or it could be he actually doesn't like me- he just doesn't want to talk to me, because he actually hates me!"

"Jesus, stop over thinking. You're giving me a headache" Jake whines and rubs his head. "Dont sweat it right now, just wait it out and see how everything goes, okay?"

Sunoo nods and smiles sweetly. He didn't like waiting, he was an extremely impatient person but if he wanted a relationship with Sunghoon, the love of his life, the man of his dreams, he was going to have to listen to Jake for once. 

"Ok, but I swear Jake if I wait and nothing happens you're getting jumped." Sunoo threatens.

"By who?" Jake raises an eyebrow and smirks.

"Me and my gang"

"Your gang being my gang, gang being our friend group? Yeah, good luck with that" Jake smiles and walks away, waving a good bye to Sunoo. "Whatever" Sunoo mumbles under his breath.

<3

It is literally 4 in the fucking morning and I have to get up at 7.. somebody shoot me now. Also I would dead ass give Sunoo a cum facial like.. (MB MB IM SORRY)