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PAST!

What the heck?

As far as I remember, there is no mention of kim won bin 's family except his age notified as 41 years. I was shocked. That means, there should be a mom, right?. I stood up and went towards nanny.

"Nanny, where is appa?

" What are you asking dear?. Your appa is in military. " Nanny answered

"And what about....... Eomma (mom)? "I asked.

" Why are you asking that now dear?. Your dad already told you many times not to ask about you mom, right? I already packed your bag. I kept all your essential things you need as a... GIRL. ''. nanny said.

"Oh! Ok. Thank you. "

"No need to thank me dear. Go and sleep. You have to wake up early tomorrow. " Saying that nanny went away.

I went through my stuff and found mine and fathers photo. I even found my dairy. I read all the pages through out the night. I assume that this body is someone else and they got replaced but there is no one named kim aera in the drama. I don't know when I sleep.

Next morning

I woke up and saw the time. It's almost 8. I had a quick shower and went to school with my luggage. After reaching there, I saw some students posing photos with soldiers near the barricade. I am struggling with my luggage. It's actually pretty heavy tho I bought only one. Someone tapped on my shoulder
I turned to see their face. He is smirking at me. I scoffed at him.

"Yah! If your no help then don't bother me. "

"No. It's just I am wondering how would you do training if you can't carry your one and only bag. " He said eyeing me up and down. Seriously, is he checking out me Or what?. I want to wipe that smirk of his face.

"Yah do soo chul, do you want to die? "

"Ah... It's pretty hard for you baby girl. Come on It's not that heavy. " Saying that he lifted the luggage easily with one hand and started dragging me with the other hand. The others are watching us . I looked at him and not gonna lie, he is sooo hot broo...
I fall for him on screen now I'm literally holding his hand. I look so small 🤏 beside him. His veins are popping out which make him more hot.

"Ohh.. No need look at me like a hungry wolf. I know I am handsome and you should be grateful for me. Nobody will get chance like this you know, a handsome man holding your hand and helping you.... Out of every girl in the campus. " He said with such confidence.

"Aish, jinja... This guy.... Huh. " I looked away with an annoyed expression on my face. But I am actually screaming internally.
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"Leave it here, I can carry it on my own. "

"Are you sure you don't need my help on the stairs. What if you trip on the stairs and there will no guy like me catch you by your waist-". He said getting closer to me but I didn't backed off.

" Shut up, seriously.... Are you flirting with me? " I snapped at him and rolled my eyes.

"Why? Does it make your heart flutter? Does it remind our past selves. Do you know how much I got hurt when we broke up💔?. Didn't you get hurt after that?. " He asked coming closer to me and now I started walk backwards until I hit the wall with my back. There is no around here as we are entering through the backdoor upstairs, because front upstairs are fully mobbed by students and it will get difficult for me to walk.

"D-did you never thi-think of me after our... Our bre-"

"Enough. Soo chul, it was past. Move on . "

(Reminder : actually the dairy I mentioned before is about her relationship with soo chul.)

"What? How can you say that. Did you even love me? " His cracked a little. He is trying his best to not breakdown in front of her. He grabbed her shoulders and asked.

"A-at least, give m-me a good re-reason for our break up? Please. " He begged me . I can't see him like this. Even though I know the reason as it is mentioned in the dairy. Maybe I am not the person he loved once. I am replaced. I can't say those unvalid, stupid answer to him. He deserves better than me. I suppressed my sobs and tears to make an eye contact with him but I can't.

"If you won't answer me now then our break up is nothing .... "He sounded serious. Now my tears started falling down. I know he can see these tears that I am hiding.

" Are you really my kim aera that I loved? " I looked up to him with tears.

"No, I am not. " I lied. But it's not a lie since I am not the kim aera he is asking for.

"Didn't you remember our dates. You said you aren't going to leave me. Didn't you reme-mber o-our good nights to-together? Cudd-ling each other on the beds.,.... Huh? ANSWER ME! " he shook my shoulder to get the answer. Suddenly he pinned me to wall and grabbed my face. I can see the tears welling up in his eyes. I closed my eyes . I can hear his breathing fanning on my nose which means he is just inches far from my face. Suddenly I can feel the his grip on my body loosening and I lost the contact of him. Slowly I opened my eyes to see him going away from me and wiping his tears. I crouched down to let myself. After awhile, I stood up and dragged my suitcase and went upstairs.
 
"It's all past now. "