Trials

The beginning

bbluzz
=====•=====
This Take Place In A Young Mars And Mason Mom And Dads Home.

At This Time Mars is 19 and Mason is 16 

(Mars POV)

I wake up to hearing someone rustling around in my room. Opening dressers and shutting them harshly. I sit up in my bed rubbing my eyes mason turns around and asks "where is my stuff bro"

I reply, "What are you talking about Mase". Still not fully woken up he begins to stare at me then turns around to look again.

I walk over to him and grabs his shoulder. "Mase why you ain't answer me". he looks at me teary eyed

"MarMar, I need my weed I can't keep staying sober living here, man it seems like everything I do I fuck up"

I go over to hug him and reassure him that he doesn't need. as he shakes in my arms, I couldn't help but shed some tears with him.

"Bubba you don't need it you are not a fuck up I promise you just young".

============•============

(Time Skip)

(Mason POV)

I walk into the house hearing screaming this is nothing new, so I pay no mind thinking it's my mom and my dad.

As I go into the kitchen to get a snack out of the pantry, I begin to walk up stair to the commotion. I see my dad in Mars' face screaming and calling him all these names. As Mars is crying and yelling back.

Dad says, "Oh so you wanna be a woman now Mars you tryna be one of them homeless coke out trannys that get fucked for money".

Everything went still mom looks at me I look at her and everyone looks at Mars. Mars opens his mouth "Fuck you...you've never been a real father all you know is drugs, guns, and bitches. How many kids you got out there huh tell momma what you did while she went to go see nana"

He starts to choke mars.

My face went into shock as I see my brother squirming around to try to get out of his grasp. I ran over and push him off of him. as I see the makeup run down his face and a wig that was installed is still intact. I don't think mars is still my brother.

(Mars POV)

As I stand up my dad pushes my brother back as he was staring at me. My dad bends down and says "Get yo nasty fucking faggot tranny as out of my site you don't live here no more, I disown you bitch".

I stand up and slam the door that used to belong to me. I begin to pack the stuff that I can take. I just feeling like crying, I feel like breaking something. What did I do to deserve this I just wanted to be myself. Is that too much to ask for.

I hear knock at the door I know it's my mom who's trying to convince me to stay but I can't do this no more. There's nothing left here for me except my brother who I wish I could take with me, but I know they'll force him to stay.

===============

It's been hours and no one has disturbed me, but I am finished packing and now just lying in my empty room. With walls that are bare and exposed seems we have something in common. Mase comes rushing in with tears coming down his face when he figured I was actually packing and going to leave.

He hugged me pleading, "MarMar please don't leave me here alone I can't do it"

I couldn't shed a tear my dad had finally broke me. He has finally won against me. I let him beat me down when I was young and when I got older. He has been seeing the femininity inside of me and he wanted to beat it out of me instead of loving me.

I reply to my brother "Mase I wish I could stay we both know he isn't gonna let or let be myself I gotta be there for myself" He cries deeper into my neck as I rub his back and close my eyes. I wish we were loved more.

"Take me with you MarMar" Mason says.

"I wish I could bubba you know they won't let me, when it is time I will come get you I promise"

He smiles and picks up one of my bags and helps me bring them to my car. We walk down the stairs as my dad and mom glare at me. One look was sad and remorseful the other look was disgust and hatred. I keep walking with my head held high because you won't break me again father.

As we finish packing everything in my car, he hugs my extremely tight as I hug him back. he tells me to wait as he runs into the house and grabs something. I am just breathing in the air as I rock back and forth wondering what this new life will bring me.

"Here" he says. It's one of his favorite chains that I always wanted, I smiles so brightly and hug him once again. I laugh as he pushes me off of him because I was squishing him.

"Thank you soooo much Bubba I am going to cherish it forever" I reply.

I walk to the passenger seat and sit my purse. when I look up at the door, I see the people who used to be my parents and I look away and continues to my driver side and getting in.

I pulled out the driveway as my phone connects to the Bluetooth to Lana Del Rey Summertime Sadness playing lowly in the background as all these questions running through my mind.

why can't he accept me?

he was okay with me being gay, what's the difference now?

Am I a nasty?

What makes me so different than a real girl?

Will I ever be loved?

What's left for me?

All I ever want was to be you little girl....

Thank you for reading my new book!

Please feel free and let me know what you think/what will happen!

Hope you enjoy itttt!

Love, bbluzz <3