After the funeral Me and Imani packed to leave her mother's place and go home, everything was silent and i didn't really know how to help.
maybe I should just let her feel her emotions for a while, that's healthy right? i dont want her to put on a front and tell her everything is okay because right now its not
"baby is there anything you need from me" i asked as we pulled up to her house
"no...im fine" she sighed
"okay, im here for you" i said as i kissed her cheek
"i know...i wanna stay at my place alone for some time...is that okay" she said softly
"yea...ill come by every now and then to check on you though" i sighed
"okay" she said then grabbed her bags and headed inside. I really didn't wanna leave her alone, what if she does something to hurt herself....but then again what if the time alone is good for her. ughh i really don't know what to do
i sat in the car with my thoughts for a while before I pulled off. i didn't wanna go home but where else could I go....
*ding* (it was my phone)
Ex: Hey can I talk to you for a second?
shiy: No.
Ex: please, i promise it's nothing like that. meet me at the park in 30 mins
Shiy: what if im busy
Ex: are you busy?
Shiy:...no
Ex: see you in 30 mins.
Ugh as if i didn't have enough to deal with, Home doesn't even sound bad anymore. Im not going to see him, he can kiss my ass. when i got home i smoked then took a hot shower. i decided to throw on this purple silk robe with some fuzzy slippers while i found a movie to watch on HBO
i ended up being on my phone more than i watched the movie tho, that was until someone knocked on my door. i got up to answer it and low & behold it was my ex, Fadri. why are my enemies against me today i thought as i sighed and opened the door
"hey baby, you look good" he smiled as he pulled me in and tried to kiss on my neck
"ahtt, move i have a girlfriend and i told you were not doing this. You a weird ass nigga, you wont let me see my son, and now you trynna touch on me after been missing for more than 2 years. fuck you, why are you here" i asked getting annoyed
"its been more than 30 minutes, you know i dont like to be stood up. whats there to eat"? he asked forcing himself inside my place
"get out" i said obviously annoyed
"fine.... where is your girl at anyways" Fadri said walking back to the door while looking around