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y/ns pov~ 

i left the hospital a week later, oikawa-san was there the full week , I don't get it , why is he doing this for me after what he said and did , that still hunts me 

flashback~

"toru-cha-"

"oikawa-sann, y/n-san is sooo weird , are u guys close?"

"ahahah, she is soo pathetic , I cant believe she thinks we are best friends, I'm only talking to her cause she lost her family, I pity her, poor girl thinks she is popular and has friends "

"oikawa-san, all the only girls talk to her cause she is close to u and boys talk to her cause she is 'pretty' and they just wanna hook up with her"

"ya , ik , and I HATE HER"

"WTF TOH- OIKAWA "

"Y/N-chan, d-did you h-hear that...???"

"IT'S L/N TO YOU"

"y/n-chan , no ,pls don't "

"GOOD BYE OIKAWA'

"Y/N-CHAN IM SORRY , AND STOP CALLING ME OIKAWA , Y/N-CHAN LISTEN , PLS , Y/N-CHANNNN"

I walked away , tear gushing out of my eyes , I walked front with the 3 words oikawa said 'i HATE HER" , oikawa said that , y did he say that , I thought we were friends, I was just a charity case for him , everyone hated me, they were using me to get close to either hook up with me or get close to oikawa??


end of flashback~

"oi y/n-ch- I mean l/n-san, is everything ok?"

"oikawa-san , I think its ok for u to call me l/n "

oikawa pov~

"oikawa-san , I think its ok for u to call me l/n " she still doesn't want to me to call her y/n , I fucked up , she was going thro it and I was fine , but everyone wanted me to be perfect and I tried to kill myself that night, if it wasn't for her I would have been dead , but all I gave in return was a back stab and more trauma , she lost her bubble personality , she stopped playing volleyball, she was literally the only person who survived the car crash and she watched as her whole family died , her sister died protecting her and her parents died trying to protect them, I made her thing worse ,Its all my fault and I cant blame anyone......

"oikawa-sann, oikawa-san, oikawa-san can u hear me , we r here" my thoughts were broken when y/n started to call me 

"l/n ,I'm coming"

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(extra to know what happened to y/ns family)

y/n pov~

"mamaa , lets go to volleyball practice , I want u to watch mee!!"

"honey noo, its rain to heavily "

"plsss"

"y/n-chann"

"sister I beg u guys "

"kk lets go for her"

"papaaa , thank youuuu , ilyy"

"ily tooo"

timeskipp~

the rain was too heavy my parents couldn't see , lights came in front of us and before they could stop both the car and truck crashed , my mom , dad and sister rapped themselves around me, my sister was protecting me and my parents were protecting both ,in a flash I could feel my arms ache , the glimeses I got were blood all over my family , the truck guy just left my family died in front of me

"get her " 

"put her on the bed"

"fast go , take her to hospital"

were words I heard before fully falling unconscious 

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