Anonymous Admirer ~Yukierre~

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚛

(Pierre's POV)

"So, I'll take it you maned up and finally asked him to meet up?" Charles asks over our zoom call.

"Yeah..." I confirm to him.

"You really need to do something about your feelings, mate,"

"I know..." I can't even be bothered to form sentences.

Charles and I stay up on zoom for a little while longer watching the cars trilogy. All of the jokes online about Charles and Lighting McQueen being one and the same, I've got to say, are extremely accurate. Even Charles agrees!

Once the movies finish, we end the call by saying our goodbyes and when we plane to meet up again, out of the race weekend obviously. I then close all the tabs in my computer, shut it down and walk to my bedroom. I then fall backwards onto the foot of my bed.

As Charles mentioned earlier, I do have feelings for Yuki. I left Alpha Tauri in hopes of leaving them behind me, as it would be better for the both of us. However that sadly didn't work out, and I've now resorted to confining Charles.

Even if I do confine in him, and tell him everything, there is one thing I still won't till him.

I love to read all of the fanfics the fans have written about the two of us. I like to transport myself into another reality, where I can escape everything that happening and I can be stress free.

The thing is, I've been putting off reading more of the fanfic I'm currently reading. It's one of the best ones I've read, by far, but I'm on the last chapter and I don't want it to end.

After a little while longer of laying at the foot of my bed, I push myself up and go though my nighttime routine. It consists of taking a shower, brushing my teeth, changing into my pyjamas and do my skincare.

Once I've done that, I get into my bed and unplug my phone scroll through my social media. Nothing of importance seems to stand out, so I double check with my PR manager. She responds rather quickly, confirming that I haven't missed anything.

I hesitate for a second. Normally before I go to sleep, I read fanfic of Yuki and I, but like I said before I'm on the last chapter and don't want it to end. I can't help but log into my Wattpad account and read the last chapter of the book

~ After the last chapter ~

I can't help but let a smile grace my lips as I finish the chapter. However, as quick as it comes, it goes. The harsh reality of anything remotely close to anything in that story happening is impossible. But it doesn't stop my from thinking about what could be.

Although, even after a little while I kind of miss reading the fanfics. I go to the search bar and type in 'Yukierre'. Almost instantaneously, I see a new book that wasn't up when I was looking last.

The cover is a photo of us that is pretty popular with our fans. However, that's not what caught my eye, what did was the title, Mon Amor. I smile at the name and tap on it to read the description.

Pierre has always had feelings for Yuki, but he doesn't know what those feelings are. He tries to convince himself he doesn't like Yuki as more than a friend, but spending almost every single day with each other, and with Yuki always flirting with Pierre, it's near impossible. So when Alpine offers Pierre a seat for 2023, he's quick to accept. He'll miss Yuki, but he also wants to get as far away from him as possible.

I'm not sure why the description is hitting home so hard, but something writhing deeply connects with it. Almost as if this book was my autobiography.

I did have feelings for Yuki and I wasn't sure what they were. I did try to convince myself I didn't like him more than a friend. I did move to Alpine for the 2023 season. It's was all too real. At least all of it but the flirting.