Harry's Rose Book 2

Chapter 21

I feed the twins and then Harry takes them from me. we put them in their bouncers while the three of us eat dinner. Harry picks up Matilda and places her onto her chair. I sit down next to her and put her food in front of her. She picks up the broccoli on her plate and gives is a disgusted look.

"I'm not eating this" Matilda says holding it in her tiny hand

"You have to eat it love" Harry says

"NO" Matilda yells

Matilda throws the piece of broccoli across the table. She then slides off her chair and runs away form us. I sit there stunned for a second because she's never done this before. I turn to look at Harry and he's already looking at me

"What was that" I say

"I have no clue" Harry says

"She's never done this before when Niall and Louis got her to eat all her food" I say

"maybe she misses being around them" Harry says

"Maybe but we should talk to her" I say

"I'll go do it. You need to eat to get some energy" Harry says

Harry kisses my forehead and leaves the room to go deal with Matilda. Just as I'm done eating my food Matilda comes funning into the room screaming her head off.

"Matilda stop your going to wake your brother and sister up" I say firmly

"NO I WANT TO LEAVE" Matilda says

"You need to come sit down right now and eat your food" I say

"NO MUM" Matilda says

"SIT DOWN NOW" I say

Matilda pauses when I yell at her. tears start streaming down her face because I've never yelled at her before. She turns around and goes over to Harry. He picks her up and rubs her back.

"You have to sit down and eat you food because then it's bed time love" Harry says

"Don't make me dadda" Matilda says

"What's wrong my love" Harry says

"I don't want to have any siblings. Just want you" She says

I get up from the kitchen table and go over to them. I hug Matilda and give her a kiss on her head.

"Love we are still going to hangout with you no matter what but your brother and sister need us too" I say

"Okay mum" Matilda says

Harry puts Matilda down in her chair and she starts eating. I head upstairs and place the twins in their crib. I go into my bathroom and get into the shower. While I'm in the shower I look down at my body. An instant wave of disgust came over me. How am I ever going to loose this weight. I can't live like this. I know Harry's just going to tell me I'm beautiful and that he likes me how I am but I don't like how I am. How am I going to get away from my own body. I get out of the shower and put on a pair of sweatpants and Harry's white t-shirt. I brush out my hair and put it in braids. As I'm just finishing my hair Harry comes into the room and shuts the door behind him. He comes over to me and hugs me. I turn around and face him.

"Are you okay love" Harry says

'I'm okay but a little stressed out because of Matilda's outburst before" I say

"It will be okay. I'm here to get through all of this with you" Harry says