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Kik Me

I grabbed my phone and looked over at my messages on my contacts, then to kik, where do most of my talking. I went over and logged in, and tapped one user who I *love* to talk to. I met this person during gym in the winter when we were ice skating. I came to like him the moment I saw him. Normal people call that 'love at first sight' right? Yeah. That's what happened to me. Anyways, I went to his name and began typing.

Me: Hai :3 

I'm a bit childish for my age. but he's ok with that and I like that he is. Most guys would tell me to grow up or some shit.

Him: Haiiiiiii 

My fingers quickly tapped at the screen to create a response. I never like to keep people waiting. Especially if it's a person I like.

Me: Wussup o3o

Him: nm

And this goes on for a while. I'd usually say, an hour or so, depending on how busy he is. I,AGAIN hate bothering people. We would talk about our day, weird ideas that I create in my mind. He tells me my ideas are crazy and wonders how I think of them. To be honest, I wish I could tell him. We also send each other pictures of ourselves doing weird faces, or poses. I tell him how adorkable he is, and he says how I'm beautiful, yet we both don't believe each other. Oh, god am I really in love?  We brought up an idea to hang out today, so I got dressed in neon green daisy duke shorts, and a Nirvana band tank-top. I put on my converse and grabbed my skateboard and ran out, heading to his house.

*AT HIS HOUSE*

I knocked on the door, as I held my skateboard in hand, my feet shuffling, and my face heating up quickly. The door opened and he looked at me, smiling.

"Hey Mel" He said, using a high-pitched voice he likes to use often. I laughed and walked in.

"Hai Matt" I returned the greeting and walked straight to his room, dropping my skateboard and flopping on his bed, curling into a fetal position. He followed me and watched my every move, and shook his head, but chuckled.

"Same" was all he said. He usually says that when there is something he would do, feel, or something else pertaining to his personality. I however, perfectly content with how I was, stayed put and closed my eyes and took a small nap lasting about 5 seconds. when his little sister ran in his room, screaming. 'sweet Jesus what am i going to do... I can't tell him I like him with HER around...'

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Hey guys, Melanie Here, I just wanted to say... this is actually old... me and this guy, are Dating, so i'm like hella stoked... UvU anyways... if you actually read this... ily