I suffered twice as hard in my life
A heart breaking like no other time
So I kindly ask someone to tell me which break up hurts the most for them?
For me a love or professional one seems to be the same
Hear me out please as I tell you my story
Please don't expect any type of glory
It's about a girl who lived through
A horrible guy with his pretty lie
And a horrible institution with it's promise for strong career and stable future
None of it proved to be real
The guy left as quick as the wind
The job brought only despair, making me hate all that's there
And so I wonder which is worse
As both break you to your roots
You question your life, your dreams, your future
You dream about escaping but worry what would you do otherwise?
Who will take you, who will let you grow, what's the right path and where does it go?
So you stay clueless in this abusive cycle where the lines blur and you don't even remember who you were before
As a sad corporate girl you start dreaming about leaving
You start thinking maybe career isn't really for a woman
Maybe I am bound to stay there a moron
Maybe my strengths are somewhere else
Could I be a housewife or what else?
Then you think about men,you wonder- what's their safety thought when there isn't a plan?
As a sad lovesick girl, you hope he would change
You excuse him and waste your strength
You start dreaming of what it's like to be free and you can't answer the same question a
corporate girl falls asleep to
What will I do?
YOU ARE READING
Mess of thoughts
RandomI am a young adult trying to navigate the world around me. You could follow my journey and obstacles through my stories and poems. Truth is, not all of it is about me. I guess I just want to make people think and feel. We often get lost in our own w...
