MERDISSION LOVE STORY 💗

Girls night and Mers proposal

Recap from the last part - addie proposed to mer, mer has a planned a surprise proposal for addie in paris they are now on the plane on there way to paris and mer told addie that she has a fear of flying as something has happened to her in the past and that's she scared i hope you are enjoying this and as i said before im sorry for not being active. im going to start writing this chapter now.

They are still on the plane and Mer still has head resting on addie's shoulder. Mer goes into a flashback and she is terrified and completely shuts off and freezes and she starts saying that it's gonna crash and that she wants to get off but they are already in the air.

Addie- babe mer , hello Meredith is worried about mer. Starts shaking her because she is frozen and for her to snap out of the flashback. Mer babe please i'm here , your okay i've got you nothing is going to happen we are ok the plane won't crash.

Addie's pov - i've never seen anything like this before im really worried and concerned about her i hate seeing her upset and sad and in pain. i wasn't there so i don't get what happend and i don't know how bad it was i'm sure if i was in her shoes this is probably how i would react i am very scared and worried i don't know what to do i just have to be there for her she needs me she crying and in a flashback and is struggling to breathe i can see she is really worked up about this situation i can also tell she is panicking and she is very anxious. this makes me want to cry its not fair she shouldn't have to go through this after everything she's been through i think ill tell her to follow my breathing . I know how she feels but not exactly because i was in a car crash but it was very different to a massive plane crash.

Mer is still in a flashback and is crying and struggling to breathe and can hear addie and tries to talk to and get out of the flashback but she can't and she is very anxious and iis panicking. Addie follow my breathing don't talk you'll make it worse *holding her hand *nothings gonna happen im here.

Mer- following addie's breathing and tries to calm down but it isn't working. Addie says to her  keep going breathe in and out your ok my love i promise nothing is going to happen gets some water for her. *Mer drinks the water* tries to say thank you for the water and keeps breathing in and out but feels like she is going to  throw up because that's what she does when shes anxious , she gets up and goes to the bathroom and addie follows.

Mers pov - i feel like throwing up any minute now and i feel so bad and horrible for addie for her having to deal with me like this, i really hate feeling like this and being in a flashback i wish it never happend and i wish i was normal on planes not traumatized from the last time ive been on one this is my first time back on an airplane ever since the crash. I also wish my sister never died in the crash she was my best friend and she was always there for me even tho she hated me sometimes i miss her every single day.

Addie - shh honey it's okay don't talk goes with her to the bathroom.

Addies pov -  She got up i can tell she feels sick and like she's about to throw up because she looks like it i feel so bad for her. i really wish there was something anything i could do to help it breaks my heart seeing her like this. i really don't get how she is so cute when she is thowing up insided a toilet bowl *

Mer - throws up in the bathroom, Addie is holding her hair back and is rubbing her back.
- A few moments later they go back to their seats -

Mer is still scared but she calmed down.She says thank you for looking after me and i'm sorry about all that. Addie says your welcome don't apologize it's okay i understand your scared and everything because you were in a crash before, it's not your fault i know how you feel i've been in a car crash.* Addie hugs Mer*. *Mer hugs addie back * i'm still sorry and i didn't know you were in a car crash. Addie says yeah it was ages ago tho like years ago. i don't like talking about it. Mer  responds with that's okay you don't have to talk about it anymore. In addie's arms and falls asleep mid conversation.