Love me, Mr. CEO [PHAYURAIN]

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Once the door closed, silence enveloped Rain's room, and phayu didn't know how to start the conversation.

rain looked at phayu who was still kneeling on the floor and said "phayu, I'm sorry"

when phayu heard rain's apology, he stood up, shook his head and approached him.

"I should be the one to say sorry to you rain, I did a lot of bad things to you.  I'm sorry if I hurt you too much and I know that you will never forgive me for what I did.  But rain, I am very sorry.." phayu's tears fell and he knelt in front of him again. Rain smiled sadly at him, and touched his hair gently.

everything that he went through hurts for him but it hurts more for rain that phayu is crying in front of him and kneeling down just so he can forgive him.

He loves phayu and even if you say that he is stupid in the part that he forgives him.  But if you love someone why would you torture him?  to experience what you experienced?  but what will you feel? you will feel more hurt and not satisfied because you love him, you toture yourself too as you torture him.

that why rain said to phayu "I forgive you, p'phayu. Please stand up. I cant see you like this"

Phayu's tears stopped what Rain said, but he still didn't stand up.  He couldn't believe what he heard, but even more he couldn't believe why Rain didn't hurt him?  why didn't he punch him, slap him or kick him?

"p'phayu i know you have a lot of question, but i know you are asking yourself why i dont hurt you" Rain grabbed Phayu's arm and tried to stand him up, so phayu stood up.

"P'phayu...as you heard earlier, i love you. Because I love you, I will forgive you.  It's okay for me to get hurt p'phayu, as long as you don't get hurt.  Because it hurts more for me to see you hurt" rain looked up and wiped his tears.

"I won't leave you, I'm just here p'phayu.  But I hope everything you said that you will change is true, and I can see it from you."  Phayu closed his eyes and took a deep breath before opening his eyes again.

"I apologize again rain, I promise that I will change and I will show you all that promises i had. I won't let you down again." phayu took rain's hand and kissed it.

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It took a long time for Rain to be discharged from the hospital, and since he was discharged from the hospital. Phayu has not stopped coming to his apartment.  Sometimes he makes excuses that it is part of his character change or sometimes he says that he misses him and want to see him.

because Phayu promised him, he removed their cotract and handed Rain's certificate to his school so that he can graduate.  After receiving the certification, the school called him and said that he will graduate next week at the same time as his batch mates.

Rain is happy with the news he received and tells this to phayu.  Phayu is happy with what rain said, and he is even happier that his suffering at his school is finally over.  In another part of Phayu, he is sad and feels pain in his heart.  Since they no longer have a contract, Rain will no longer work for his company.

He knows that there is a company that he wants to work.  Even if he offers his company, Phayu knows that he won't accept it because of what happened to the two of them before and phayu respect that.

So even though there was pain in his heart, Phayu smiled at him and said congratualtions.

"P'phayu! I'm so happy! thank you so much!" Rain hugged him tightly and he looked up with a smile on his lips. Phayu couldn't stop the beating of his heart when he saw rain's smile.

He look beautiful...

"No need to thank me rain, you deserve it" Rain snorted at him and lightly tapped his chest.

"still thank you" phayu shook his head and touched his cheek with both his hands.

"You deserve it and i owned you, good boy" he kissed his forehead and rain closed his eyes. This is what rain has long wanted to experience with someone he loves.  He wants to feel the care, acknowledgment and love. Because he feels it now and experiences it, he can't help but be happy and tearful.

"rain? why are you crying sweet boy?" he sobbed, removing himself to phayu's hold and rubbed his face to phayu's clothed chest.

"nothing p'phayu...I'm just happy, I'm happy because you still here and you kept your promises to me that you would change and show how sincere you are to me" Phayu swallowed hard and started to cry.  Even though he hasn't forgiven himself for what he did to Rain, Phayu knows that everything he does is for Rain, to start all over again and to remake memories that is memorable for both of them.

"I love you rain.." Rain laughed softly and kissed his chest before looking up again.

"I love you too p'phayu, please keep loving me and i promise i will keep loving you too" Phayu once again held his face and this time he kissed him deeply.

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author notes: yeyyyyy one last chapter and we are done! dont forget to read, "i wanna be yours"!
I'm excited to release my next fanfic of phayurain next week and i hope you enjoy that one!

Credit to my friend who gave me a whole point of view of this chapter! thats all mwah!