the eating disorder pt 2

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*TW* eating disorder, if this topic makes you uncomfortable or in recovery please don't read!

Taylor's Pov:

Travis pulls away from and the kiss and he opens his mouth to speak

"tay" he says

"yea" i say

"how about i make you something to eat" he says and i tense up

"umm ill try" i say

"that's all i ask for you to try" he says and gets up to go to the kitchen to make me something

•few moments later•

"Tay your food is done" he says and i make my way to the kitchen

"thanks trav" i say and look at what he made me it's chicken tenders my favorite

"i know it's not a full meal but i feel like you should start off by eating anything"

"it's okay trav i think this is better for me than having a full meal right at the start" i say and i sit down and travis sits down next to me, im just staring at the plate and not eating all these thoughts are in my head and won't stop they just get louder and louder

"come on tay just take a few bites for me please" he says and i pick up a piece of chicken and take a bite

"good job tay now you have to chew it to eat it" he says and i start to chew, after i finsh the piece i start to cry

"trav i can't do it, it's just so loud" i sob

"tay yes you can do it you are so strong baby girl" he says

"noooo" i say start to get up from my chair but travis catching me and pulls me onto his lap

"tay baby it's okay your gonna be okay" he says and i just sob into his chest

"i just want to be better" i say

"no tay your perfect let's get you healthy i don't want this to take ur life away please baby for me" he says and he brings the chicken tenders back over while im on his lap

"here baby eat some more" he says and puts a chicken tender to my mouth and i take a small bite

"tay you can take a bigger bite than that" he says

"i don't want to" i say

"i know you don't want to but you have to you need to eat or im gonna call you mom and tree" he says and i just look at him with my eyes wide open

"No! please don't call my mom or tree they already had to go through this years ago it will break them especially my mom" i say

"then you need to eat at least 2 chicken tenders" he says and i give him a look

"please taylor you need to eat" he says and i start to eat and try to ignore the thoughts in my head, eventually i ate 2 pieces of the chicken tenders

"you do so good baby im so proud of you, how about we go to the couch and cuddle for a bit" he says

"okay trav" i say

we head to the couch and i snuggle up against him and we put on re runs of friends. im so exhausted from today so about 20 minutes into the episode i feel my eyes become heavy and close them

Travis Pov:

I look down at my girlfriend and see that she is asleep and after today she must be exhausted so i let her sleep

•few hours later•

it's around 5:30 pm and it's dinner time now, i know that it's gonna be hard because it was difficult at lunch but we can get through this, i start to wake tay up

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