Unspoken words building up upon myself...
It's been 1,827 days since we ended things between us.
It was you who started showing affection towards me;
giving the utmost effort and attention —
as if I mean the whole world to you.
When did things change?
I am now the only one;
who's longing to be with you.
I want you.
What did I do wrong?
You choose my dearest friend,
These are the kinds of pain I can't utter.
I guess, it is meant to hide...
They thought it was just a mere play of faith;
Oh! I've been once willing to break my rules for you.
I hate it when you creep on a way to my heart —
afterward, you left me shattered into pieces.
Nevertheless, you're still what I want...
a secret I kept to stop hurting anyone;
even a sight of you with your new love.
Nevertheless, the unexplainable spark between us remains.
Your delicate warm touches —
making me flustered.
Riding into your car feels good;
staring at the night sky with only the moon —
witnessing our lovesick moments.
I shiver as I feel your hot breath;
beside my exposed neck.
Everything is still vivid in my mind —
I wasn't supposed to have...
But, a monstrous part of me,
didn't flinch as I hate to admit it...
My God, I love it!
I wait for our next life,
we will have time and faith supporting us;
For now, shall we please continue to keep a distance?
Temptations are too eager to test us.
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