~Twisted Love~

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Vox had an ear piece in talking to one of his assistants on the phone, then walks back into the studio and ends the call ready to hangout with Al again, Vox is kinda happy Al is still around and willing to be here even tho the advertisement is complete. Then Vox closes the door behind him. Vox looks around, Al is gone. "Al?", He looks around a bit. "Al this isn't funny you stupid prick..." The fear of Alastor being gone..hurt, the thought of being left alone again hurt. Vox fell to the floor sobbing. Vox clenched his chest as he was ugly crying so hard he was malfunctioning. Vox hurt so bad that he thought, "I'm nothing but shit to him...he will never come unless he needs something. Again I am left alone. I should never have my hopes up again. Fuck Al. No...I mean Fuck Alastor the Radio Demon. Fuck his dumb fucking self. I cared so much for you. I put everything on the line for you...I love you so much I would tear my heart out for you. I would give everything for you. I would give up them...Val and Velvet. I would give up every ounce of life I have in order to support you...but now...it's over. I hate you. I hate you Alastor." Vox screams in anger and gets up to get back to work on things, he grabs the old photo again and crumples it into his chest pocket.

Alastor's dark black smoke appears again in the tvs studio. He appears with a bottle of gin, voxs favorite drink, and two glasses. He wanted to talk to Vox more but needed to give Vox something as gratitude. He was very grateful that the TV did things for him even though the radio demon takes advantage of Vox so much. He walks closer to the TV's desk trying to get is attention. "Vox~ I got your favorite drink. I was hoping we could talk more-" Alastor hears faint sobs coming from the TV demon. He felt that same gross ball in his stomach. Crying his eyes out, he slightly hears Al in the background of his sobs. "Al?", Vox turns around. "y-you left me! You were gone I-I" Vox sobs harder into Alastors shoulder for a moment. Alastor was surprised Vox simply just fell into him but he didn't mind at all, he wrapped his arms around the overlord once again gliding his hand along Vox's back trying not to drop the gin. "Vox... I was gone for not even a minute. It's okay." Alastor tried to comfort the TV but was failing so hard. He still didn't like the emotional shit but was trying. "I thought you were going to do that same like always..leave me behind. You don't know how much things mean to me. I wish I could make you know feelings like I have." Vox starts to wipe his tears and walks over to his desk to get a wipe to clean his wet screen, then accidentally bumps into a button as he reaches for a rag and shows the security footage of Vox screaming about Alastor leaving and his feelings about Alastor. "F-Fuck.." Alastor watched, he wasn't surprised Vox had told him millions of times the way he felt but the fact he was in pain just because alastor left for not even a full minute. He felt pitty? No, he felt bad. He felt terrible. He wasn't used to this emotional crap and he hated it but it was for Vox. The demon that does everything for him, so it's worth it. "Vox..", was all alastor mustard up. He didn't know what to do nor say but he didn't want to be an asshole for the first time in his life. He didn't want to be looked at as the bad guy. He dropped the gin and the glasses on Vox's desk and hugged the TV squeezing him so tightly. "I'm deeply sorry Vox." Alastor said without the static. Vox looks nervous at first almost looks scared of what Alastor was going to do before he hugged Vox. "I don't want to drag you down with my stupid emotions...you aren't like me. I just hate that you leave me so easily..it's like I'm constantly trying to reach for your hand but you are too far for me to hold onto..." Vox holds onto Al in a very needed hug like it's the final hug when you are about to die, gripping for life barely holding on. "I don't want you to be uncomfortable but I have needed you to hug me for years. I have needed you. I have felt so alone in this abomination of the rest of time, I didn't love in my own life..I have only loved in death. You are a rose that I will savor every falling petal. I wish I was worth to be an equal but I am just a weed compared to you.". Vox puts his head on Al's chest as he tries to remember this hug, the small details, the warmth, the touch, the feeling it gave Vox. He started to cry again. Alastor just hugged Vox clinging on. He felt as if he were to move the TV would probably kill itself or Alastor. He glided his hand up and down continuing the same motions on his back listening to the overlord and felt sadness when he cried on to Al. Al wished he knew what to do or say but he had no clue. He felt vulnerable. He'd only ever felt this way with his mother. He missed her. He hugged Vox tighter if that was even possible. "I wish I could feel the things you do..", Al said in response, don't get me wrong Al could feel emotions just not as extreme as everyone around him. He was used to hiding everything. Vox looks up at Al, "let's have that drink you were talking about. Drinking with the famous Radio Demon, I guess I'm going places haha", Vox says lightheartedly. "I'm glad to be with you" Vox gets off Al and heads over to the glasses, he felt this emptiness once the hug was over. Vox then started to pour drinks. Alastor walked over to him hugging the demon from behind watching him carefully, because he wanted to and to make sure that Vox didn't fuck up pouring the drinks. Alastor laughed leaning into the tvs shoulder.  "you really could use a drink." Al said without his static. Vox smiles, "well here you go, we could go towards this way-", pointing toward a big window with a balcony that has a set of chairs with a table, and in the center of the table was a vase filled with Roses and small white flowers that could only be recognized as weeds. "We can hangout here and have a more relaxing time, especially since I bet Val will be doing full sessions by now, moaning isn't to your taste aha" he laughs, then grabs the free hand of Al and walks towards the balcony. Vox gets a little nervous as they sit. "Al.. what are your plans for things in hell? You work so hard but never seem to relax. I mean if you were relaxing those 7 years, then good but are you okay? Have you been eating enough? Staying healthy?" This gust of wind hits them both and Vox looks at Al in the eyes and looks worried as his hair and suit slightly flair in the wind. Alastor laughs at the TV how could he care so much about him. Alastor wasn't ment to be cared about. He places the glass on the table turning to Vox. "I eat regularly Vox. I'm perfectly up to date and healthy. Rest sadly, is not on my agenda. I have too many things to take care of." Alastor pauses and looks down at gell then back to the TV head. "What about you? You run this place with two idiots and I bet me leaving didn't make things easier." Alastor looking into the overlords eyes, a worried look on his face his grin looking natural. "It has been fine here, definitely not like the old days of us running around..Val tries to make me into a porn star all the time and Velv just wants me to show all of hell fashion things, it's not really my style. I have been thinking about you since you left 7 yrs ago. I sometimes wish I could get away from here and try something new, but I got a business to run here, which is good, I get to know everything that goes on around hell." Vox looks down at the glass of gin, then to Al. "I'm glad you're here. You don't know how much I enjoy being with you. Even if you don't feel the same, or if u even feel a little bit of it, I wouldn't be here without you. You are the only thing I will always be interested in." Alastor feel his face getting hot that same faint blush on his cheeks. He felt like this was a perfect time to advertise the hotel. "You know you could always come back with me to the hotel. You don't have to stay forever but just to get away." Alastor tilts his head tilts the side. "Although I'm not sure how angel dust would do with your presence" Alastor picked up his glass and took a big sip then setting the glad down once again, he layed his hand on Vox's thigh not thinking to much about it. Vox blushing because of Alastors hand placement, "u-uhm" *chokes on gin* *COUGH* I think I could be there in secret if you want. I don't want to disturb anyone who is friend with Angel..I don't condone what Val has done but Angel did sign himself to Val, but I only help in the recording department. I don't think Angel Dust would hate seeing me, although it might remind him of Val.." Vox starts to think a little, "Why don't we go over now, you could show me around, I would see what I could do to help anything needed for the hotel if need be" Vox smiles and drinks rest of gin fast. Alastor nods he liked the idea a Vox coming to see his project and help out a bit. He couldn't wait to show the TV his radio room. Maybe he could even help him with a broadcast or two. Alastor squeezed Vox's thigh in excitement forgetting his hand was even there in the first place. "splendid idea Vox. I'm sure the others will be thrilled to see another overlord there, it would be quite the surprise indeed." Alastor followed Vox in drinking the rest of his gin quickly. Vox blushing super hard feels a new chapter of their relationship starting. Vox jumps and stands up and slightly glitching, Vox tries to hide his face from Al. "Al, could you lead the way..."

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